Sunday, April 30, 2006
c0mments!
HELLO BJORN! (: i noe ure readg my post nw. hoho!
dumbdumb eldest bro.
suppose t meet 2pm at alj mac but jm jy angela came only at 3pm. luckily i revised sci befor they came. haha. okay, so we ended up nt studyg at all. stone dere for so long cos we din noe wad t eat =x loL! had filet at last. walkd over t sbc t watch match. ajk lost ): but, expected la. cos they playd against their snrs? dad came t fetch me home. studied at nite ^^ ohh so guai. wahaha.
hmm... no plans t go anywhr tmr. sianz.
-pissed-
gdnite.
I Played @
11:53 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
c0mments!
woken up by yeo's call. askd if im at pasirris t donate for her =/ -slaps- i was stil in lalaland la. went t teckghee cc at amk wif jiayan angela t acc jiamin for her selection. ohyes she gt into e team (: congrats. playd in e rain. did many push-ups. totally drench frm head t toe inside out =x dried up, chng. was abt t leave went we saw ahtong lying on r floor. okay, so i found out tt she fell n her head was bleedg. calld d ambulance n it was freakg wols. wth. so lets pray tt nth 'l happen t her (: took 22 bac home wif tania.
tania : r u straight?
me : uhh... i dont label myself (:
got off e bus tgt. den she took 21 t lilmrhandsome's hse t get her bday present. YAWN so tired.
sld i?
sld i not?
hmm...
mayb, ive chng.
I Played @
1:36 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
c0mments!
reachd sch early tdy cos my bro wantd t be in sch early. so aft my observation over e past few weeks, i found out tt 2h clsrm 'l always be dark until 7pm =x goes t shows hw late my clsmates come t sch at. pia chinese frm las nite, t morn assembly n t my one hour recess. haha! at least it worthd all e tym spent. did noe hw t do all e tianxiehanzi (: 20marks! wanchengjuzi wasnt tt bad either. but e rest suck e hell out of me la. din uds a shit of any one of e four passages x_X lyk only a few did? practically copied dwn e whole paragraph =x damn it la. passages were frm Olvls '04 la. nehneh. hello?! im lyk only sec2 dwn here ppl. sigh shal wait til i get my script bac n cry ): eng wasnt tt bad. pass-able i hope.
train dwn t suntec wif botin imee yantze alex aft exams. went bimbo shopg (: marina has damn alot of things i wna buy la. haha. train dwn t sbc at alj aft tt t meet up wif jy jm angela wenna. bus dwn t heartlandmall. went mac n i was freezg lyk siao mayb becos i sat under d aircon? got out of mac n we stone outside for sooo long den we decided t go home =/ saw snrsnrsnr sheryl on e bus bac. ohh i miss her so much. she look damn shockd whn she saw me idk y, but mayb becos i look too ahlian.
gg for teckghee outside team selection wif jy jm n mayb angela tmr. hopefully they'l get in (: sld i join too? im afraid i cnt cope wif my studies n sch trng. oh well...
so, they alr told me e things uve been wantg t tell me.
thinkg bac, i think ure nth but a liar.
i cn nv excel in chinese pls. no matter hw much effort i put in, it 'l stil be e same. sigh.
I Played @
11:47 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
c0mments!
lalaLa! eng paper 1 was okay (: but chi sux e hell out la. think i cn pass zuowen but nt my sihan. think i wrote out of point? ahh die.
memorised e format, introduction n conclusion in e morn n recess. cos i jus cnt get those freakg sentences into my head wif all e nehneh chim words =/ brought a chinese-english dict.
shiyu : eh this dict cnt use cos gt eng leh.
me : -worried- huh?!
ohh u noe i nid a dict t at least get a pass grade for chi x_X
went dwn t sbc t watch yuying vs fuhua. 39-31. yyss won (: bus dwn t heartlandmall wif jy jm n angela. slackd n studied at plkcc n i "got t noe" this tikopek uncle. dig out his eyeballs ar. stare stare stare. dad came t pick me home. pia chi til 12mn den went t bed. manage t finish all 8 chpts surprisgly =D
sigh. i miss my bike ):
I Played @
11:21 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
c0mments!
ohyesss! dad's finally bac frm taiwan. hoho =D
omg. time pass damn ylwols tdy la. slpt troo sci n chi =x "com'on vanessa, exams r comg alr. stop slpg!" tdy's assembly was debatg n president selection. so JunLe's our president of '06 wif 600+ votes. woohoo! (: was drenchd frm head t toe on my way t e mrt. grace has gt BAD umbrella holdg skills =/ luckily i wore slippers n brought my towel. heh cab dwn t kovan n meet jiayan jiamin wayne angela t study.
"omg. vanessa looks weird in skirt! haha =x"
"waddd! its norm ok. -SLAPS-"
dad came t fetch me home. ohh i miss e car so much. haha.
SIGH. CIWEI LOST MY BIKE ):
$330, 1 year of love, memorise. gone in a night.
MYE STARTS TMR! (: OHYAY!
I Played @
9:50 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
c0mments!
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha, ha
Ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha, ha
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Every boy's the same
Since I been in the seventh grade
They been trying to get with me
Trying to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
They always got a plan
To be my one and only man
Want to hold me with their hands
Want to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
I keep turning them down
But, they always come around
Asking me to go around
That's not the way it's going down
'Cause they only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ah
Na, ah-ah
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Do you know that no
Don't mean yes, it means no
So just hold up, wait a minute
Let me put my two cents in it
One, just be patient
Don't be rushing
Like you're anxious
And two, you're just too aggressive
So try to get your (Ahh)
Do you know that I know?
And I don't want to go there
Only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ah
Na, ah-ah
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Boomp-boomp, Omp-omp
Boomp, boomp-boomp
Boomp-boomp, Omp-omp
Boomp, boomp-boomp
[Repeated]
Ooh, you've got it bad I can tell
You want it bad, but oh well
Dude, what you got for me
Is something I
Something I don't need
Oh!
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...
I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
It's funny how a man only thinks about the...You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...[PCD]I don't give a...Keep looking at my...'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
[x2]
morn assembly was HAHA. was all sitg dwn alr listeng t drboon talk den a mouse/rat appear. -SCREAMS- its crawld beside me la. hist, acc den emergency exercise! (: yayness. skipd lessons. hoho. gatherd at e field n it was freakkkg hot tt smbdy faint. so cool. okay, at last we were moved t d aircon hall. whew~ e mineral water they gav was awful. sch was dismiss early tdy, no chi remedial. ohyay! went t hav lunch wif teammates n snrs at airport's mac. made alot of noise, ran arnd, tryg t pangseh one another =/ went home, bathe chng den went dwn t tenaga t study wif jiayan n wayne. n yes we did! haha. for once we din get distractd by bball or anytg. slack n talk til 830 den all went home.
eeeww. sek dreamt tt me n steph were tgt?! -slaps- so wrong la! ><
uhh SICK. of all time, y nw?! whn exams r drawg near. damn. =/
mayb i sld stay at home n rest tmr (:
1 mor days t mye! (:
for u id bleed myself dry.
I Played @
9:50 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
c0mments!
yay (: homec test wad "good". din noe hw t do first 3 questions x_X but stil, pass-able i hope.
flunk my chi test 35/100.
fuck. it WAS 75 la. nehneh! hw cld i deprove by 40marks?! lyk wth. uhh im nt e cheena sort. -cries-
so ccp checkd out cls, was clean. but he insistd tt we staybac durg recess n clean up every tinyweeny bit of pieces of paper. i dont c him doin this t other cls cn. biased. so dere goes my first recess. came up wif new duty roster, hope it will work =/
i think ccp is sick, everyday catch me for my bra. hello?! its black nt blue. sigh i dont wna look ahlian. he din catch clara whn shes standg right beside him la. ohh he gt his attention on me.
chinese lesson ate into my second recess cos she wantd t go troo e chinese test paper. 2nd recess, gone too.
mrsneo din come AGN. hoho! 3 weeks alr i think. prays tt shes alrt. oh well shes coming bac on wed. n i owe her a dozen art pieces. die.
had maths re-test aft sch. was quite okaye, only din noe a few questions. pass-able as well (:
went home tgt wif denise. bathe chng, n off t tenaga t look for jiayan jiamin wayne. wantd t play bball but it pourd. aww sad. so we went t wayne's hse. suppose t study but... DIN. hoho! jiayan bit me all over. n im coverd wif her toothmarks =x raa!
im glad u came t talk t me.
but, who wld u rather trust?
IM A BIG FAT LIAR =P
2 mor days t mye! (:
I Played @
9:08 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
c0mments!
playd bball wif jiayan jiamin wayne angela, went home. slack study slp. gdbye.
ohh wad a fuckd-up day. =/
xm, i dont uds y r u so cold.
u werent lyk tt befor until ytd nite.
sigh. i pray hope wish things 'l get better each day.
3 mor days t mye! (:
I Played @
11:30 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
c0mments!
ohh wad a boring day. playd bball at eunos cc wif xiumin shuwei angella grace xuejun gladys samantha weiqi wayne jiayan jiamin. so was playg fine til some bastards came over t snatch court whn e opposite court was EMPTY la. fuckg hell. weiqi's damn fierce, quarreld wif em til they had nth t say. hoho! feel tt dey r so gay la, c we gal nice t bully ar? -SLAPS-
guy : eh call yr bro come dwn la.
guy2 : call him dwn dey cry ar.
wtf la? so un-manly t call ppl dwn. tskktsk. gangsters r a bunch of cowards, who arnd bullyg ppl in a grp thn t face things on their own. (:
i dont wna get stuck between my best budd n frens.
on d account of our frenship, 'l u pls nt hold grudges agnst them?
if u wan, blame me. for nt being udsg enuff t b yr best budd.
sigh. if only...
4 mor days t mye! (:
ohh i go weak inside.
I Played @
10:01 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
c0mments!
sore eyes! damn =/ whole grp gt chased outta hist cls we were too noisy. so unfair la! other grps gt lesser ppl of cos make lesser noise la. "cook" salad tdy for homec. only lyk d apple =x ohh n seantan gt punish FOR ONCE since las year. hoho. took eng test aft sch, wasnt tt hard as imee was sayg. scare me only. tskktsk. slackd in cls til 4pm den went for trng. ran 20rnds did some drills n over!
clara : wahlao. vanessa always skip all e tough part la. unfair!
me : hoho! too bad =pPp
trngs r suspended FINALLY! been waitg for this day (: went t tm for dinner wif team. pierced my ear. ohh n alex cldnt pierce whr she wantd cos of her funny ear shape. bus dwn t tenaga. gt dere, jiayan went home. so left wayne n angela. slackd dere til 9pm den went t play bball tgt wif xiumin senghuat hongniu alvin yihui. got home bathe slp. yuying vs chungcheng tmr. kinda obv hu 'l win la. sld i go b ref? o.0
sek pls tc of yr torn ligament! (:
ohyesss! my skin is peelg at last aft so looong. 1 week? haha.
BBALL PARTY ON 27 MAY! (:
ALL SCHS FRM NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST ALL INVITED! (:
CONTACT ME T GET MOR INFO! (:
THX U! (:
5 mor days t mye! (:
start studyg, start studyg, start studyg nw vanessa.
I Played @
10:38 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
c0mments!
Back it up, back it up
You got it, you got it
Put your hands up, put your hands up, put your hands up
You got it, you got it
Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
[2x]
I wander round the room and I'm getting things ready
I picture you driving, just like Mario Andretti
I got the cush, Ketel One, waiting for your engine
Your Grand Prix attention, it's gonna be a party
Don't forget to make a U-turn
I see you've left your blinker on
I got it rolled and ready here to burn
Meet me back at home (a-oh, a-oh)
Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
[2x]
Driving fast in your car
I've got you tracked on my radar, oh
It's just such a trip, how you're still my speed racer
You got me so addicted, just like a free-baser
I want you all over me like L.A.M.B.
So get here A.S.A.P., it's gonna be a party
Don't forget to make a U-turn (don't forget to get here)
I see you've left your blinker on (you see, I want to get it on)
I got it rolled and ready here to burn
Meet me back at home (you know you need me so come back)
Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
[2x]
Now you know you're qualified
You're in the pole position
Put it in first gear, step on the pedal and drive fast
Back it up, back it up
You got it, you got it
Back it up, back it up
You got it, you got it
Put your hands up, put your hands up, put your hands up
(uh, uh, uh, uh)
You got it, you got it
Put your hands up, put your hands up, put your hands up
(uh, uh, uh, uh)
You got it, you got it
(I'm ready for you)
Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
(Me and you boo)
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
(Don't make me wait too long)
Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
(For me and you boo)
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
[4x]
Come on baby, please hurry up, you know I'm waiting for you
[4x]
chi test was freakg hard. if i cn get mor thn 20 n abv i chop off my head. maths n eng test postpone, ohyay! (: hist lesson suckd e most la. oh god, pray tt i cn pass my mye for hist cos i dont uds a shit frm chpt1-11. lucks.
got bac my ear studs at last! but had t clean up clsrm =/ *ohh y cnt jus my fuckg cls fuckg keep all their fuckg stuffs into their fuckg lockers?!* so nw ive gt ccp's attention on me. so dead x_X
went home n out agn t tenaga t play bball wif wayne angela jiayan jiamin wenna jiahui. gt rape by wenna n wayne. aww man they r so rough. BE GENTLE WITH ME OK! wenna bite me. ouchouchouch! x_X blueblack, damn. playd 4on4, we won. im so prone t get injured la. nehneh =/ mye pls come nw so tt no trng tmr til june holis!
nationals finals tdy. aes won uss (: kinda xpectd but stil, gd fight. wantd t go toapayoh t watch but coach says NO. sigh.
6 mor days t mye! (:
I Played @
10:17 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
c0mments!
FUCKING HELL! STUPID FISHBALL CONFISACATED ALL MY EAR STUDS! argh.
sally e fish has, 2 fins. (x3) sally is a fish (:
sally e fish has, 1 fin. (x3) sally is a fish (:
sally e fish has, NO fins. (x3) sally is a FISHBALL! =D
stupid sally lai. bitch.
patpatwong din come tdy. hooray! spa test was crappp. dont even uds i thing i was doin. no surprise if i fail (: was d only one studyg in cls durg 2nd recess.
jiehui : wah! vanessa studyg leh. so nt her.
me : shh la! exams coming u noe. hafta workhard. hoho!
limeng : omg. u 'l study one ar?! =x
lessons suckd alot tdy. went t look for fishball aft sch t get bac my earstuds, but she was away for meetg until 5pm =/ wtf. "ccp, if u lose any of my studs i make sure i fuck u upside dwn inside out." suppose t take eng test aft sch but nckoh wasnt arnd. so, nt my fault. =P went home straight aft sch, 3rd tym in my whole sec sch life =x slpt til 7pm. 14 missd calls, 1 msg. chiong dwn t tenaga t look for wayne jiayan jiamin wenna. aint suppose t play but heck la =x went pasamalam wif senghuat kaijun xiumin. n they went dere t walk only, din buy anytg at all la. zzz.
pray tt my mind wont drift away during e test tmr. eng maths chi = die x_X
lucks t all. jiayou 2H! (:
sigh. i dont feel lyk gg t sch anymor ):
"nono. vanessa, avoidg is no use."
7 mor days t mye! (:
shes cute (:
I Played @
10:43 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
c0mments!
Don't solve the problem,
when danger is better.
Far away where you stock them
In cages that tether
And all the bridges you've burned,
leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,
and it's all gone, what's left for you.
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
You let go too soon.
Sit down, you're sinking,
there's no one to watch you.
Skip town, you're thinking,
there's no one to stop you.
And all the bridges you've burned,
leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,
and it's all gone, what's left for you.
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
Let go too soon.
Don't run away,
Stop feeling fine.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.
No words to say, I'll give you mine,
and pocket all the hurt, and just stay.
Don't run away.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
Let go too soon.
Don't run away.
I'll change your mind.
Let go too soon.
[x3]
Don't run away.
I'll change your mind.
woke up at 530, realise tt i had difficulty walkg properly. let alone tt super duper long 118 steps of stairs tt i hav t climb every morn. so yes, din go t sch (: ohyay!
went dwn t mac, met wayne jiayan angela. den we bus dwn tgt t tenaga, wantd t play bball but was raining so we slack dere til e rain stop. meanwhile playd truth or dare, wad a question they askd me
" r u crooked or straight? o.0"
went t c a sinseh near my sch. screamd lyk some siaochabor =x damn paiseh la. hoho! n tt old uncle behind e curtain smokes 4 packets a day. lyk wth?! so much la. tsktsk.
damn! =/ muscle ache, knee hurts, spraind finger, baluku on my head. argh! hw bad cn things get?!
8 mor days t mye! (:
I Played @
9:21 AM
Monday, April 17, 2006
c0mments!
eng test tdy was so-so la. so aft e test botin was lyk...
"wah lao. i saw u skipg Q11 n 12. den u wake up straight away right ans alr. damn u"
"haha! i dreamt of d ans wad (:"
"shit u. =/"
so dere's only chi n sci lessons tdy. damn slack. by right suppose t be rushg for tym cos exams r drawing near? duno y. ohwell, mayb tchers gave up hope on us. o.0
i'l nv forgt tdy, i swear. fcukg hell, hw suay cn i get? sprain my finger, almst kena zam by ball thx t idiotic coach n i fell, hurt my head knee elbow. argh! so i cried twice durg trng. so paiseh =x but it was freakkkg pain ok! so aft trng coach came t tell me tt ive gt great actg skills (: thx u sooo much la. was screamg in pain while bathg in sch, plus e water was tmd cold. ><
chiong dwn t tenaga t look for wayne angela jiayan n jiamin. ohh dey r so funny. playd 3on3 wif all kinds of dumb poses. n jiamin cn u stop rung arnd?! damn tiring t chase u leh. =/ ohyes n sry xm, keep disiao-ing u =x hafta peihe wif them u c. n yes, jiayan is FAT! bestie came dwn at 8pm had dinner tgt wif xm den we went home.
ohyay! this fri las trng alr. at last! ive been waitg for this day. hoho!
sigh dont feel lyk gg t sch tmr. ahh~
9 mor days t mye! (:
ive got peace like a river (:
I Played @
10:16 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
c0mments!
uhh im SICK ! damn. nose bled 3 times tdy n ive used up 200+ tissue paper. oh great! feel tt ive lost a litre of blood =/ smbdy pls help me! my nose is gg t fall off ><
stayd at home e whole day. sianz! went dwn t pasamalam wif bro, bought stuffs t eat. FATFATFAT! =x studied, den went online t chat. hoho! eng test n trng tmr, sianz! feel so sick, sld i go t sch? sigh.
gg t bring 1 box of tissue t sch tmr jus in case.
so i found out smt tonite. nt surprise actually =/ but yah.
DONT YOU DARE!
10 mor days t mye! (:
i give u 1 week t decide.
I Played @
10:05 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
c0mments!
woke up at 830. so uncomfortable la! at least we din overslp =x wash up, bathe, pack up n off t parkwayparade AGN for breakfast. wantd t eat bk's breakfast meal but e man said tt breakfast hour is over alr whn e lady beside me is orderg =/ argh! sld hav complain t e manager. bus dwn t sch, n yuying ppl were damn early la. match starts at 1pm n they came at 12pm -.- won, 91-30. but i playd lyk less thn a quat? ohwell, used t it alr. gna be a bench warmer this year (: ohyay! til den whn e team lose, it wont be my fault. match wif ex-nats team players n snrs aft tt. was so off-match-mood alr. win? lose? no idea. went home, bathed n headed t weikim's hse for dinner. met up wif childhood frens, danitza jamie graci weikim. messed ourselves up n weikim's bedrm wif hena =x had pizza for supper. mum drank, n she turnd pink o.0 went home at 12mn, tired.
11 mor days t mye! (:
a hangover i dont deserve.
I Played @
11:55 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
c0mments!
SUN BURN! damn.
sentosa was fun tdy (: met teammates at kallang, den train dwn tgt t meet clsmates. chiong to siloso beach n jasper was so excited t get into e water tt he jumpd in wif his hp. HAHA! playd in water, volleyball tgt den it pourd. sian! saw yaqi n frens dere too. ^^ ran t 7-11 n seek shelter. so we sat dere n talk for hours til e rain stop. 2H WENT CRAZE! =D hoho. went dwn t botin's hse wif denise n alex. swam, bathed den had dinner. bus dwn t parkwayparade t shop. spent almst an hour at 77th street =/ dumb salesman so wols. *botin finally pierced her ear. wahaha!* argh! legs were breakg alr, den botin suggestd "shal we walk home? (:" -SLAPS- bus bac, watchd charlie's angel till 12mn den alex went home. slptover, fcukg tired. YAWN!
There are so many reasons that I find to run to you
Cos there's so little loving in my life, now I am wawy
And thinking about it I want things back how they used to be
There is no way round it, nothing good comes easily
So much between us and we both know that it's wrong
So I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong
So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day
So many feelings emotions running away with me
Cos it's you that I believe in and I love this one so deep
So much between us and we both know that it's wrong
Now I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong
Back where I belong
So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day
So I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong
Back where I belong
So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day
i hope, i pray, i wish things will get better soon.
I Played @
10:25 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
c0mments!
slpt troo hist. mrsgoh took over acc, faild my maths =x ohwell, barely half e cls pass anyway (: so yes, i finishd all my sewing finally. hoho! chng seats in cls n eng cls. ok, im sastified abt whr im sitg at least.
JOKE OF THE DAY! (:
me : y u bring 2 jersey shirt? o.0
botin : got meh? -happily walk towards e cls door-
me : u ownself c la!
botin : -takes a look- OHYAH! damn.
*teammates burst into laughter. hoho!*
din go for trng. fake leg pain. thx god, trng was tough tdy. went t tamp, wantd t hav dinner wif team but wayne calld n ask me t play ball. so i pangseh-ed =x chiong dwn t tenaga. playd bball wif vicent, ahlao, wayne, angela, jiamin, jiayan, wenna, jiahui n xiumin. so everyone screamd damn womanly tdy, cos dere was no lights n we cldnt c e ball -.-
1 MOR DAYS T CLS OUTG AT SENTOSA (:
raa haven pack my stuffs =/ sentosa, stayover, match. hw many thousand stuffs am i gg t bring?
tell me wads e world coming to?
I Played @
10:47 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
c0mments!
only maths lessons tdy. great day, slpt troo out (: chiong dwn t tenaga aft sch t meet wayne jiayan angela, playd bball. bullied wayne lyk siao =x scream lyk a woman!~ so... i wont b surprised if dere's any rumours spreadg tmr =/ xiumin liyue grace came aft tt, playd 2on2 n we were laffg lyk hell cos of all liyue's dumb actions. hoho! went home.
dad's gg t taiwan tmr at 2am. sigh. hafta go t sch on my own for 8 days! ahh~
trng tmr at 3pm. sianz! but i wna go watch jurong vs nanyang n bboys vs unity! arghargh. pon? but sat gt match wif yuying. damn, how?!
lucks. may e best team wins (: AH-WOOSH!~
2 MOR DAYS T CLS OUTG AT SENTOSA (:
surprise! =p
I Played @
10:03 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
c0mments!
slpt troo acc tdy, n i finally did my sewing aft 1mth =x only 8 ppl were awake for geog tdy. haha! ohyes, tts y everyone cheers n celebrate whnever dere's geog lessons. hoho! (: had chi remedial aft sch, wrote a sihan on nyp =/ so we came up wif all e sick words. suppose t go t tkgs n be ref for e match but din. went bk at bdk t hav lunch wif yantze n we craped n suan-ed each other lyk craze until ppl all arnd us was staring. *yantze, ure bogeh! =p* headed home, chnged n bus dwn t yantze hse. saw her twin sis, shes damn rude. chiong dwn t anying's hse e moment i heard tt she sprain her ankle. *helicopter pls tc. u hav yr last match t play this thurs.* i noe u cn stil walk la, pls dont jump arnd ok!suppose t get maychew's present frm anying t pass it to him in sch, but i forgt t take. so had t walk all e way bac t anying's hse, got it n went home. *maychew quick be thxful!*
so... jurong, nygh n bboys lost. sigh! wantd all 3 of em t win cn. oh well, lucks for thurs (:
3 MOR DAYS T CLS OUTG AT SENTOSA (:
jnrs jnrs, y jus cnt ul uds?
I Played @
10:54 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
c0mments!
You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do.
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through.
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do
I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday.
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me.
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do.
I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's your love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore.
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me.
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do.
think i wont pass tdy's maths test. my mind went blank, din noe wad i was doin. sigh =/ cn i take e re-test? plsplspls. watch 'the oneders' durg sel. n zls finally realise tt i owe her a zuowen for duno hw many mths alr -.- stayd bac t do, endd up wanqi finishd it for me. *thx u!* slpt frm 2 - 4 while waitg for botin t finish. had a terrible headache, n i cld feel my eyes dropg out. went trng, was dere for match wif snrs only. ohyay! heard tt warm up was tough =x din hav e mood t train but no choice? dont wan coach t nag at me. so yes, train though i spraind 2 fingers. went home, eat n chiong dwn t tenaga t look for besties =) slack at carpark top. dearest did came dwn t look for me but i wasnt at e bball court. srysry!
sianz! hafta wake up at 545 tmr.
ohh n dad's gg taiwan til 25th, which means i hafta go t sch on my own for 8days?! die.
4 MOR DAYS T CLS OUTG AT SENTOSA (:
I Played @
10:26 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
c0mments!
woke up late. suppose t go play bball wif wenna but she din felt lyk playg, so went over t bestie's hse n slack. grace liyue xiumin was dere too. saw daryl valerie n ahB at 137 bball court on our way t mamashop t buy stuffs. went bac, watchd some korean horror show n we were screamg our lungs out =x *e doll was so eerie lookg la! hor, liyue?* went home, bathed n chiong t tenaga to look for xiumin n angella. playd bball, n those 3 guys were damn nehneh la. bang us until lyk playg nats finals lidat =/ headed home, studied maths. had a hard tym solving some of mrsgoh's-so-called 'star questions'. askd my bro n realised i copy e question onto e book wrongly x_X okay, let's pray tt i wont be so careless during tmr's test ^^ trng tmr, sianz!
over heard bro n dad conversation. dad's gg t some country this wed :( oh mann! hafta go t sch on my own. damn, which oso means i hav t wake up early! ahh~ nooo ><
ohyes, wayne n vanessa are officially married. hoho! =x
we r so in love.
ohh y is everyone so depressed these few days? sigh.
I Played @
8:20 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
c0mments!
went t be ref for both bnss vs yuying, c n b girls. dont noe who won at last, but i wasnt a kayu ref (: tts gd. haha! had lunch wif xiumin vivian shuwei liyue jiexin sihui meiyan at foodcourt. n we were mixg all kind of food tgt =x headed t sch for trng, 25 rnd + stairs. aint tt tiring aft all =/ mopd e court while e rest did some drills. match was ok, getg much better each week. ohh i cn feel e team buildg up nw ^^ bathed n went dwn t jennifer's hse. gt lost on my way dere, but found it eventually. walkd up n dwn frm kovan t her hse lyk 4 times?! wahh leg gg t drop off alr la n tt dumbdumb huiting keep running. argh! had fun bbq-ing, splashg water n stuffs. *jiaqi's dad is damn cute =x* tag wif jiaqi n raped jen =x hoho!
so this is zhonghua's sec2 bballers (:
ohh we r in sucha mess aft e water games =x
*thx for e bbq n games.
cya guys soon arnd agn. tc!*
dad came t fetch me home at kovan. wantd t stayover at xiumin's hse but was too tired, so din. haha! think i wld slp lyk a pig la ><
why does everyone thinks tt im nt sec2 n dont believe me tt im sec2?! raa.
I Played @
11:22 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
c0mments!
zls din come AGN ! haha. feel tt this week past so fast, mayb becos dere aint chinese lessons at all xcept monday! (: din even greet my hist tcher tdy. ohh cold war! haha. cake bakg din turn out as xpectd, but it was much tastier thn d others. went t c ccp aft sch, told me t speak in a mor un-ahlian-way t tchers nxt tym =/ zzz. its my casual way of talkg wad! mayb becos i was once-an-ahlian? heck. =p
chiong dwn t clementi wif team n jnrs t support b girls n boys. jurong won mjr, b girls lost t unity :( sad. *cheeros snr! (:* but b boys won ges. so coach was tellg us jus nw t nt be lyk our bgirls, whn a week ago she was tellg us t be lyk them. loL! contradict herself up. dumb!
ate kfc, n almst gt into a fight wif some bimbos dere. argh! had a fun tym shootg ice at imee n she screamd lyk she gt raped?! so paiseh la. =x went over t botin's hse, shared some secrets n she almst died of shock whn i told her smt. *p.s botin, better nt say it out ok!* dad came t fetch, n i was complaing abt dumb ccp being so biased against spt cls. raaraa! stupid bowl head. canning is all u noe. bleh -.-
gg t watch bnss vs yuying tmr morn, trng in e noon den match n bbq in d evening at jennifer's hse! ohh wad a busy day.
top4 girls team : aes, jss, us, nygh. (all frm west zone cn!)
top4 boys team : ahs, us, sgs, chs. lucks t all (:
trng tmr is at 1pm, wear white.
sianz!
mayb i sld return bac t my gangster life. hangouts, im back.
I Played @
10:34 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
c0mments!
zls din come tdy agn (: but i finish up e sihan i owed her. pw presentation was great. tchers comment tt we're e best grp out of those hu hav presentd ^^ gt chase out of hist remedial, god damn her. prays tt she falls dwn n sprain her ankle n dont turn up for lesson tmr. =x wahaha! both spt cls smhw bonded tdy, was great. stayd bac tgt til 5pm t finish up all our work. -2gh'o6- went over t bestie's hse. slackd, eat, watch tv. grace n xuejun was dere too. return home, quarreld wif bro. argh!
jus realise tt mr.chua haven been popping by our cls. tts gd!
YAY! TRNG TMR IS CANCELD! =D hooray!
snrs lost t mjr tdy by 5 :( its ok! fight well for tmr. *sigh. shanmin n amelia, pls get well soon (:*
hope ahs n jurong wins tmr (: lucks.
I Played @
5:30 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
c0mments!
zls din come tdy (: show n tell was bad. was shakg lyk mad whn i was presentg =x oh well, at least i gt over it n done. nw i cn slp wif no worries ^^ *pls giv me gd grades!* lucks t all presentg tmr. left cls at 1215, skipd maths n assembly (: singer heyaoshan came t our sch n looklook. taught her hw t play bball, den playd 5on5 wif guys. damn u, gay jnr din cut yr nails =/ evtg was so plastic la. so unnatural. zzz. went dwn t sbc wif sek t watch nass vs jvss n tkgs vs yyss. paired wif sek, playd 2on2 wif juli n weibin. wahh kena trashd lyk siao! nats player, so no surprise. went over t anying hse, n i finally gt my present frm her. hoho! her aircon is freakg nice n cold. watchd happytreefriends n it was damn gross ><
cheer up womano! ^^ shi bai nai cheng gong zhi mu!
things t do tmr : 1) get up
2) survive
3) go bac t bed
feel so dead, i owe zls a zuowen for 1mth alr n tdy's assignment =x
prays tt tmr's presentation goes well (:
i'd bleed myself dry.
I Played @
9:32 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
c0mments!
shit ngshanshan! din let us go support snrs tdy. i wantd t go sooo badly la. argh! but dey won (: 36-49, tts gd. bball b boys won too but bmt c boys lost monfort 5-0. loL! kena trashd ar.
cheeros kind monster, im sure u did yr best alr. ^^
lessons were damn boring tdy. slpt troo geog n acc =x n dere was only 9 ppl awake for geog lesson la. pathetic. sometyms, i pity miss wong. no mor stone cravg for acc, bac t boring old cheena hist. sianz! had chi remedial aft sch n only 8 ppl turn up =/ *com'on guys! we hafta buck up alr! stop ponning lessons!* went stadium, playd bball. so dere was this smal lil misudsg abt ytd trng. hoho! jnrs jnrs, admit tt i cn act ok! ><
ohh wad sld i present for 'show and tell' tmr? die.
swimg cert? or bball jersey? o.O
NOTE!
BBALL GIRLS - FULL DARK JERSEY
BBALL BOYS - FULL WHITE JERSEY
meet 1.15 pm at stadium (:
*ohyay! cn skip lesson n assembly!*
i hav e tendency of getg v physical. nt fit t fuckg tread e ground tt im walkg on.
I Played @
8:38 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
c0mments!
HAPPY BDAY LIL HANDSOME! (: *grow taller ok! =x*
common test was okay, though i doubt i'l pass =/ boys 'playd' wif a strawberry condom durg recess. filld it up wif water n "KABOOM", it xploded. xpanded til super loooong la. hoho! wonder hu brought it t sch o.O sick! trng wad damn boring but at least i survivied ^^ mainly shootg tdy, n i took duno-how-long t put in all tt 200 balls. hands r freakg soft nw la. argh dumb coach. ohh n e stadium was flooded! eeeww so muddy. so jnrs complain tt we r bad t em, n dey hate us? wth. we r so nice alr la. we cn show u how BAD we cn get if u wan. *we dont lyk u guys either (:* bathed, n tt dumb uncle off e lights whn we were bathg. -SCREAMS- went hm straight n was caught in a traffic jam. e bus stop was so flooded tt i cld hardly c e chairs la ><
i wna watch ahs vs jurong tmr! raaraa. *prays tt ngshanshan let us go.*
van : SO WAD DO U WAN ME TO FREAKG DO NW?
***** : collate the ppts lah
van : UH HUH N YRS?
***** : WAT! ask adel.
van : her hp fake de lor! u ask her call me la!
***** : argh irritating leh u
van : URE E IRRITATING DE LOR
***** : U LOR
van : SO ITS MY FAULT LA?
***** : YA!
van : CAPT BIG FUCK LA? 6TH IN LVL SO WAD?
***** : WAT THE FUCK LAH
van : KISS MY CANDY ASS LA! NT EVEN MY PROB LOR!
***** : BLOODY FUCKER
van : do it yrself den. LUCKS (:
wad do u xpect me t do nw whn all u cn tell me is 'i duno'? i wash my hand off u. go memorise yr 'fuckg impt' sch moral values n heck pw for all i care. so wad if ure capt? 6th in lvl? u din achieve it troo yr leadership qualities or responsibilties. suuuck up~ fuckg bitch! do u noe e team hates u sooo much nw? i doubt u ever noe.
I Played @
8:08 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
c0mments!
woke up in e middle of e night cos my nose was bleedg. feel tt ive lost 1litre of blood! x_X wantd t slp til late noon tdy but had t go visit grandpa at jurong. so far!
so mum came into my room, : 'vanessa! wake up!'
me : 'huh? orh.' (went bac t slp)
mum : 'get out of yr bed nw!' *drags me out of my bed*
was damn reluctant t get out off my bed la. =x met up wif cousins, went craze. playd some dumb game t kill tym. had kfc for lunch, uhh fattening! =/ went home, wantd t go suntec t find bestie but it raind heavily =( so yah, din go. rain stopd, went jogging wif mum in d evening, ran 4.8km. came home, bathed n studied sci. words were so chim tt i had t use a dict. lots of stuffs t memorise. sigh cnt afford t fail anymor. ><
so my nose bled a ttl of 3times tdy. hope i die soon (: joy t e world? mayb.
lucks t all takg e sci test tmr.
start memorisg, start memorisg, start memorisg yr notes vanessa.
HELL TRNG TMR. FUCK!
using half court for each grouping.
clara, vanessa, botin, denise, adeline, tingyi and zoe:
clara, botin, zoe: 200 shots under basket AND 200 shots blue area.
denise and adeline: 200 shots blue area.
vanessa and tingyi: 200 shots 3-pointer and blue area.
imee, yantze, hilda, kelly, chewshian, gen, peiying:
3 cones. "chong lan". 200/300 times each.
wtf?! mus be botak-coach's idea agn. zzz pon trng?
I Played @
2:42 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
c0mments!
It's the things that you do,
So physical,
It's the things that you say,
So flammable,
You know I can't resist,
Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,
It's the way you make me feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel.
I'm going to make you mine,
It's not impossible,
Got to let you know,
I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see,
You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,
It's the way you make me feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel.
When I look into your eyes,
Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside,
Baby I just can't hide my love,
It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel.
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!
overslpt so din go n watch bnss vs mjc. =x haha. went for trng n match tdy. sooo much better thn las week ^^ physical trng, did less thn half of wad i was suppose t do. slackslackslack! drills were badly done. so coach challenged us to score 20 balls in 5 mins. if we dont, hafta run 20 rnds. -.- lyk wth la! zzz but we stil made it, as a team (: united we r. hoho! match was okay, think overall we won. scored quite alot, mayb becos i din play pointguard? bathed den went for team dinner but some went for church or family stuffs. had bk, chitchat alot n we were guessg animal's name in chinese. went shopshop n off home. (: *clara, stop denying tt u din attempt t hold my hand la!* ><
I Played @
8:22 PM
