chances vs choices;

c0mments!

everyone's jaw dropped to the ground and went 0.0 when jiangsen said "run 10 court + 10 round stairs"

4 rounds stairs is already enough to kill us =x

haha ok, at last he was just joking.

ahaha such an old man already still wanna play april fool's joke with us.

anyway, training was fun?

did all sorts drills which wasnt tiring but enjoyable :D

botak coach says im becoming more guai now and i played well yesterday! ^^

haha thats a good thing to hear.

mm juniors had friendly with dunmansec after that.

be their ref for 1st half then headed off for u16 training.

only 7 people turned up today.

i dont know why is it so hard to score a freaking under basket there!

that isnt a case only for me, but everyone.

guess we're not used to the board there?

lunched with charlotte szeyee fangyin vanessa at foodcourt.

ok, we must have a stayover and play majhong all night some time after bdiv! :D

headed off to the mrt with szeyee after that.

met jasper and cheongheng for tuition.

went home alone after tuition.

nearly got knocked down by a car while jaywalking =x

and when you're close to death, only then you will start thinking of alot of stuffs.

got home, slacked around.

totally forgotten about the bbq until jol sms me =x

took 21 and rushed down pasirris.

had to walk super duper far in! from down town east, all the way to costasands there, then to carpark A, and pit 12.

whole team came except steph.

angxin and her bro came too plus 5 of mag's outside school friends.

cabbed home with yantze.

and i think i got food poisoning ><

I Played @ 11:46 PM

c0mments!

whoo won unity by 7pts! (if i didnt remember wrongly)

think this was one of my better games except for the few lousy fastbreaks, getting kicked into my face and knee-ed into my tigh, and smashing right into the badminton pole.

argh! now i got a ugly cut/mark on my face =/

just came back home from movie with jasper liangkai hongkai ben ian robert kenneth yicheng edmund .

watched The Number 23.

i miss 2h'o6 ):

training tomorrow at 930.

AHH last minute brought forward by 1hour.

zz i need to/wanna sleep!

I Played @ 11:34 PM

c0mments!

today,

i stood outside the class,

with much thoughts in my head,

and enjoyed the breeze,

as i admire the rain drops fall

till it stopped.

back then, 2 years ago.

we were in the same situation as we are today.

deciding game tomorrow, against unity again.

whether we make it to top8 or not, partly decided by tomorrow's fate.

i hope pray wish that history wont repeat itself,

that we wont lost to unity tomorrow, by exactly 3pts again.

com'on team, we can do it! :D

confidence, where you are now when i need you the most? ))):

I Played @ 9:34 PM

c0mments!

kinda amazing for south 1st to lose to west 4th.

yes, same for us too.

lost, 36-41.

i bet yuying's celebrating their asses out now.

i need a break.

I Played @ 9:40 PM

c0mments!

first nationals game tomorrow, against yuying.

go go Bdiv '07! :D

raffles lost to dunearn, surprisingly.

o.0 yes im serious.

You're so fine,

I want you mine.

You're so delicious,

I think about ya all the time,

You're so addictive.

Don't you know what I could do

To make you feel alright?

alright alright alright alright.

I Played @ 8:20 PM

c0mments!

Hey, hey,

You, you,

I don't like your girlfriend,

No way, no way,

Think you need a new one,

Hey, hey,

You, you,

I could be your girlfriend,

Hey, hey,

You, you,

I know that you like me,

No way, no way,

No its not a secret,

Hey, hey,

You, you,

I want to be your girlfriend.

went for tuition in the morn.

and there's this topic that im totally alien-ated with.

never mind i shall read up pam's notes soon.

had lunch with sokyong at the "high class" place after tuition.

suppose to go straight down to plazasing to meet yushi eva jasmine to study.

but yushi needed clothings, so i went home to get.

but, then again sara messaged me to ask if im free to go watch match with her.

so yes, plans all changed.

went down to orchard first.

wanted to cut my hair but there was super alot of people today.

so im going to go back another day, some time soon.

if not i got to tie/clip up my hair everyday =/

which means tomorrow i'll look super retarded and funny for assembly. zz -.-

trained down to plazasing to look for them.

passed yushi her clothing then trained down to aljunied to meet sara.

qianxi won c&e :D

super close fight, won by 2pts only.

walked sara to the busstop after that, then headed home.

went down to 128 just now to drink with suzheng angella bingshan and tingchuan.

heh all of them got drunk except me (:

took just one small sip only cause nationals are going to start soon and there's school tomorrow =/

and that reminds me that there's training tomorrow!

ahh faints.

I Played @ 11:12 PM

c0mments!

All the feelings that we used to share

I refuse to believe

That you don't care

woke up at 4 to give sara her morn call.

then again at 5 to morn call nicole.

suppose to be at serene center at 5 but i left house at 545 and took the first bus =x

oh oh choongsiying's on time today for ONCE. haha!

studied till 815, then took bus 66 back home.

kinda ridiculous to spend so much time travelling.

but oh well, i got the time to kill =P

dad drove me to sbc for training after that.

and he totally disgraced me by clapping for me when i was doing my drill.

i bet hes going to make fun of me later! -.-

aha mum and dad bought lunch for me, then they went off.

first hour of training was a killer!!

hahaha not the ladder part, but the full court running.

admit i wanted to give up cause my back really hurt when i breathe.

hoho of course, i didnt.

anyway, we had fun today! :D

bathed, headed to macs for lunch with szeyee shirley clara jieying.

then, met jasper and cheongheng at aljunied for tuition.

tuition was boring cause it was a new topic, and he taught 3 chapters at one go.

so it was basically sitting there and trying to get the laws/rules into your head.

took 21 home, alone ):

showered then rush down to dan's church.

was super late so i met them after the service.

joined in dan's cell group and played some games.

and it totally make me awake after a tiring day. haha =x

headed to 85 for dinner with graci and dan.

ate super alot! i feel so guilty now.

headed home after that.

saw suzheng and gang at the police post.

found out that botak got whacked?

so yah, they were there to make a report.

and it took sooo long! =/

ok, im freaking tired i can fall asleep this very moment in front of the computer.

but no, i need to bathe first then i can sleep :D

ARGH I NEED TO CUT MY HAIR!

I Played @ 9:39 PM

c0mments!

Feeling like this could only mean
I'm sinking.
Well, I'm sinking.
Pull me up.

I Played @ 11:01 PM

c0mments!

You used to talk to me like

I was the only one around.

You used to lean on me like

The only other choice was falling down.

You used to walk with me like

We had nowhere we needed to go,

Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

CHUI CHUI FENG~...

I Played @ 10:13 PM

c0mments!

The sweetest notes among the human heart-strings are dull with rust;
The sweetest chords, adjusted by the angels, are clogged with dust;
Shrink within myself in voiceless sorrow, leaving the words unsaid.
Waiting and hoping for the heavenly music beyond the distant hills.

I Played @ 9:54 PM

c0mments!

blood just flowed outta my nose like nobody business?

its still bleeding now, but ive got tissuse stuffed right up into my nostrils.

so yes, its under control (:

whooo ss test was cancled today! ^^

bet everyone who studied till super late last night, and trying their best to memorise as much as they can early in the morning, cursed mr.tan like there's no tomorrow =x

hahaha! but as for people like ME who totally slept the day away since 5pm, its a total-YAYness-thing :D

anyway, here's something to be proud of (:

we're the first batch of sports class that dont have discipline report :D

aha but its just a matter of time actually.

and i haven gotten any since sec1 ^^

quite unbelievable, but you must believe it cause its true! =P

then again, like i said. its just a matter of time that i'll get one =x

bentan totally rock.stone.pebble my world :D

his lessons are number 1 best!

even if you're dead tired you would force yourself to stay awake and listen to him talk together with his crap, jokes and retarded actions=P

but we totally disappointed him on monday.

not ME :D, not those who did the holiday assignment but those who didnt.

training today was okay.

though it was kinda physical at the start, but i survived! (:

and i realise i haven been doing my push-ups and sit-ups =x i feel so fat now.

hello chuasimin you're suppose to remind me!

daryl's dad gave me and tengrui a lift to the mrt after bathing.

headed to eastpoint for dinner at Sarpino's Pizza.

then dad came to pick me home.

whoo shiok! school starts at 850 tomorrow! :D

I Played @ 9:39 PM

c0mments!

teach me self-discipline,

teach me self-control.

i just cant wait for the term to end, but that also really means that there are more tests and work to battle with :(

and i'm obviously not ready for any.

gonna load up my mp3 and throw myself into isolation,

so i can actually study and do my work.

No blogging, no MSN, no all-things-that-distracts-me.

and i guess that's gonna be my routine.

sleep in the afternoon, when the world is busy.

and wide awake at night, when the world is asleep.

so that i can go about doing my studying without getting too distracted.

as much as it's weird and possibly bad for my health,

i need to get my work done! =/

so, i guess, i'l just slowly wreck my health and continue to be weird, because i NEED to catch up with my stuff, pass all these tests :)

and not get a L1R5 of more than 20.

got myself caught in a super shit situation.

1) i just woke up,

2) i got ss test tomorrow,

3) and ive yet done my homework.

4) but i still feel like sleeping,

5) and my mucus is flowing out like water tap.

training tomorrow!

goodbye world.

I Played @ 11:23 PM

c0mments!

i'm super exhausted. i feel like a fish flopping on land, clearly on the verge of exhaustion. (flopping is quite exhausting okay =x )

i think i totally screwed up my bio spa test today.

my diagrams were all wrongwrongwrong.

and that's 20% of my o'lvls.

fuckkk.

aiyer i wanna squat in one corner and draw circles.. ):

joined in the Emaths remedial after school, cause i catch no balls about Sets through e-learning.

i feel that remedials' quite a waste-of-time actually.

you go to the class, sit there, listen to the teacher talk for merely 30mins and off you go! -.-

im thankful im not down for any. hehe :D

AHH!

i need to take a break off from basketball.

as in seriously, i really NEED to.

but nationals is starting next monday =/

which means training will continue flooding me.

one day..

one day, i'll faint or drop dead on court.

I Played @ 5:43 PM

c0mments!

term1's over, and here comes another busy term.

perhaps, much busier than the previous.

with f.numbers of tests, nationals, trainings, and worst of all.. mid year exams in 5 weeks time! =/

term1 has been shit for me.

with regards to studies, bball and friends.

totally feel apart from my team.

maybe that's what make me wanna give up on the team.

so what if we're zone champs?

we're a total no-kick to anyone.

though i really hope to get into nats top4.

it really feels different playing with the others as a team, during allstars and youth training.

the perserverance to play on till the finals whistle.

even if we lost, i know at least we did our best.

ok, i think the prob lies with me and my atttitude towards basketball.

and now, after many twist&turns and ups&downs,

coming to realise how much people have changed,

or perhaps, seeing the real side of them,

only true friends will make it through.

have been studying for the tests but results isn't show at all.

20 for L1R5 is totally crap.

o'lvl spa is starting when school reopens and i got no idea what im suppose to do?

nationals are starting next week, which means more training = less time to study.

i'll survive/ make it through this term, i hope.

its been 3terms.

I Played @ 6:02 AM

c0mments!

For the heart of my heart,
I'd sigh
Your eyes are as brown
As the Night's, looking down

On waters that sleep

With the moon in their deep

For the life of my life,

I'd whisper

Your lips are as rare

As the dewberries there,

As ripe and as red,

On the honey-dew fed

For the soul of my soul,

I'd teach

A love without sighs,

Of laughterful eyes,

That reckoned each second

The pause of a kiss,

A kiss so sigificant.

I Played @ 3:18 AM

c0mments!

dad sent me to school for friendly against AJC this morn.

was losing terribly in the first quat. 15-2?

aha but we won at last, amazingly :D

ref-ed juniors game against queensway.

and it was sooo boring =/

headed to 85 with mag grace botin clara jol adel denise steph.

ate dessert then cabbed down to sbc with clara and botin for u16 training.

haha waste of time.

did only 2 drills, and dismiss!

and we've got homework?

got to do a half-squat for coach to see next week.

bet we'd be late again next week or not even turn up.

bathed, and someone dropped his/her underwear outside the toilet! =x

hahaha but it was gone when i came out of the toilet.

aw should have stood there and waited for the owner to pop out.

scandalousss! =P

walked to the mrt with botin and clara.

met jasper and cheongheng and off for tuition.

whooo i got six ticks today! :D

try saying this "six ticks"

haha bet it will sound like "six sticks"

and now you look like a retarded repeating that 2 words in front of your computer =x

took bus21 home together.

OFF TO SLEEP :D

long after the sun is a burnt out symbol of a past life,

and the oceans are a sip of water in the universe,

i will still love you.

I Played @ 5:01 PM

c0mments!

retardedly reached sbc at 730?!?!

cause i was lazy to travel on my own, so i took my dad's car =x

won south zone today! :D

stupidest thing was cause all the while i thought we were losing.

well, at least that thinking kept my legs running, not giving up.

"why so sad?"

thousands of people asked me this today.

im just freakingly tired, wanna sit there and not move at all.

played daidee with jiayan jiamin angela while waiting for prize presentation to start.

got socks only this year. but i got 4 pairs! =x

bathed, wanted to go home and rest.

but i ended up with the yuying people at the food court.

left with sarah nicole yingxin szelei, headed to the mrt together.

took a train down to fareast, went to clippers to cut hair with sarah.

TUDI :D

slacked around, then went to check out nicole's class tee.

"printed already! printed already!"

leehuimin, if your shirt really turns out as that gay purple colour i'd be first to laugh ok!

yuying people came to look for us after that.

passed sarah an extremly huge pen, then send her off the cabbie.

went longjohnsilver to have my breakfast+lunch with nicole.

aha some smart ass went to pour sprite into her mineral water =P

d.u.m.b

took a train all the way to pasirris, then back to kembangan.

but adel botin denise wasnt done with their proj yet.

so i walked alone all the way to jiangsen's house.

and its freaking far! definitely more than 1km.

from kembangan mrt to st patrick. imagine.. feel me?

met mag grace shan clara at the busstop outside stpat.

then walked to jiangsen's house together.

bbq was great. manage to set up the fire without failing :D

and the food was yumyumyumdeliciaso!

the best part was this huge juicy watermelon.

into the pool. like every other party someone has to be pushed in before everyone goes in.

hahaha took a video, shall upload the it and the pics when steph uploads them.

cabbed home with tze.

question that _____ poped me and things ___ told me, got me thinking.

I Played @ 11:57 PM

c0mments!

lost lost lost!

lost all 3 games to west by 3, south by 1 and north by i cant remember how much.

all stars this year's quite weird.

we only had 2quats to play, which i feel its kinda stupid.

3rd/4th placing tomorrow against south zone.

hopefully we win?

comint botin jessie manju10 isnt coming =/

went macs with anying sarah yingxin shuwen zibing after the games for lunch.

aha but i guess the bubble teas filled half our stomach even before we reached macs.

after 3 tiring games...

look at zibing! =x

off to the mrt together, then we headed our own ways.
suppose to go punggol to look for anying's friend with her.
but she pangseh-ed her =x
so we took the train back to eunos, and home (:

wanted to go over jasmin's house to play majhong.
but after a looong conference on the phone we decided not to.
so i slept my evening away!

woke up, and i was suppose to go siglap with botin grace mag to study.

but some super blur queen didnt reply my sms so i couldnt decide to go or not to.

oh well, there goes one precious day of my holidays ):

I Played @ 11:22 PM

c0mments!

holidays suckk BIG time.

let's see...

sunday - studystudystudy

mon - maths class, training.

tues - chem class, studystudystudy

ok basically im facing disgusting books everyday!

but its rather amazing that im making an effort to get those homework done =x

im left with lit and eng + a lil of unfinished work here and there.

feel that ive been giving myself too much pressure to catch up with school work, that im going to explode or go bonkers any time s.o.o.n.

so yes, im going to catch a movie tonight with the guys to CHILL OUT :D

tomorrow till sat, is gonna be basketball-everyday.

allstars on thurs and fri, training/match on sat.

screamsss ><

I Played @ 4:42 PM

c0mments!

holidays = no holiday?

i still wake up super early in the morn, for extra lesson.

training is still as much.

homework are flooding even more than school days.

zz WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE?! -.-

knnf.siancb! bye.

I Played @ 10:58 PM

c0mments!

dad fetched me to cchsm for allstars training.

i was late? nono, they were still stretching when i reached.

hmm did some drills then play 5on5.

GO GO EAST ZONE! :D

bused to parkway with jessie comint clara to buy bubble tea (:

cabbed with jessie, gave me a lift to sbc cause her school's paying for her cab fare! ahh so good =/

omgomg all the while i thought she was the same batch as me, and she thought that i was the same batch as her.

so shes sec3 to me, im sec4 to her. haha =x

joined in the u16 training.

coach didnt come, so mryeo took over.

drills were super slack!

and i lost the "lunch-money" cause somebody held onto my ball and refuse to pass it to me =/

anyway, only 8 people turned up.

but we had lots of fun ^^

bathed, changed then accompanied (i forgot her name) with szeyee and shirley to macs to find her wallet.

aha she treated me to icekachiang :D but i insist of paying her back the money!

met jasper and cheongheng at alj mrt.

then we walked over to tutor's house together.

tuition was "o.0? huh?!" cause we're on a topic that we haven learnt, Matrix.

dad and mum came to pick me home after tuition.

gave jasper and cheongheng a lift to the busstop.

went macs to study alone for awhile.

then to the guild house for cousin's 21st birthday celebration with mum and dad.

swear i was too tired to even do anything.

bro joined us later on.

cut cake, and off home.

I Played @ 11:36 PM

c0mments!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :DDD

This is simin blogging for tanxinyi cos she's soooo busy and vanessa is feeling so sad cos her holidays are full of training and mugging but she is determined to be a guaikia because she is very disappointed with her results and she doesn't believe her results will get better because it is only term 1 and her results are so bad omg time passes so fast term 1 is over already sec 3 kinda sucks right but never mind must jian chi dao di okay play well for nationals and study hard and dont say you got no life lah you got more life than me =x and you must go out with heeheehee okay march holidays leh i thought you supposed to do something lolol and go play your mahjong la.

k long enough right and this is so rubbish.

vanessa loves me!

I Played @ 10:36 PM

c0mments!

WHOO! MARCH HOLIS OFFICIALLY STARTS NOW! :D

well, im quite terribly flooded with homework ):

there's bio chem ss chi eng math lit.

ok so thats e.v.e.r.y subject except geog -.-

cabbed over to tr's house to visit him after school.

aw hes the 2nd ME :D

his left wrist bone cracked too.

but that stubborn pig dont wanna listen to my advise, to rest for a month AT LEAST.

killed time playing the time-wasting-game.

its quite blood boiling actually =P

hahaha i think the person who created that game is indeed a genius.

did my chi test corrections, played bball. then my dad came to pick me home.

lohtengrui, you better take goooood care of your wrist ok!

yo people! check this out!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Mg2DM0EBKx4

i totally despise that guy there. wait, everyone else do too!

3F's airpork, well known for 'interacting' with p.o.r.n.

haha caught him with porn comics on wednesday =x

disgusting shit. yuck!

I Played @ 10:16 PM

c0mments!

my heart flew to the leekuochuan stadium early in the morning.

so, i couldnt concentrate while doing last minute revision for chem common test.

thus, i made a dumbbb mistake that cost me 1mark. argh! =/

skipped sucky chi and ss lesson.

whoo! =x

ZONE CHAMPS! :D

I Played @ 10:30 PM

c0mments!

thank you for wishing me, mum zoe eva clara sean dad bjorn huiting houyee wenna xinfang sarah ivan clare nicole leeying jasper jiehui yijun andrea wendy lianrui peiqi weiyi simin sara jollin tengrui botin cheryl huikian christina lipeng yicheng grace andreaseet shiyu melinda megan cihui alicia amanda geraldine jiehui cherylmum bentan denise yantze adel imee kaiting shuwen biondi joey xiumin liyue huayu hongkai liangkai serene choonhwee shawn mingswee mag steph yinling meimei tingyi peiying hilda dooren genevieve ian cheongheng jane pamelayeo jieying shawnlee seantan zibing colin shengwei jonathan tania kimberly jonathan weyjian khairuldin joeykwek samuel and over names i missed out (i hope i didnt =x)

cut cake at 12mn with mum dad bro.

banana-chocolate! whooo :D

aiya feel so guilty to eat then sleep. plus cake's super fattening!

school was okay.

debate was fun ^^ haha!

and,we've got a few potential lawyers in 3G! (:

mm so, no win-lose at last.

semis against sac today.

won! :D WHOO WE'RE INTO FINALS!!!

watched boys game.

and it was the most exciting game of the day.

first time i actually see ahs cheering so loudly together.

the guys fought really hard. was just 2-3pts away, until colin got sub-ed back in =/

heh he's my no.1 idol! IF only i got half of his skills and speed. maybe a quarter will do? =P

went airport with jasper yicheng liangkai hongkai cihui kenneth ivan to celebrate my birhtday :D

ate swensens! and i burnt my tongue ):

left at about 9pm, then headed home.

ahlala boring day tomorrow! -.- zz

I Played @ 10:58 PM

c0mments!

Another day is going by

I'm thinking about you all the time

But you're out there

And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head

Cause so many things were left unsaid

But now you're gone

And I can't think straight

I'd do anything

Just to hold you in my arms

To try to make you laugh

Cause somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything

Just to fall asleep with you

Will you remember me?

Cause I know I won't forget you

I close my eyes

And all I see is you

I close my eyes

I try to sleep

I can't forget you

And I'd do anything for you,

for you.

I Played @ 12:43 PM

c0mments!

dad drove me to school for training in the morn.

my shots were pretty accurate today (:

i hope this stays on forever and ever.

there's this dog,

who always hang out in our school,

who runs away when he sees human,

who's name is Mocha.

but hes rather attached to Shan.

so, they could get so close together.

while me mag jol clara had to stand farfar away to look ):

headed to 85 with clara mag jol shan steph alex/

ate dessert, then cabbed down to sbc with clara for u16 training.

was in time for the last drill and 5on5.

so ive got joho szeyee shirley catherine in my team.

hehehe and i scored the sudden death ball! :D

bathed, walked over to macs with clara szeyee shirley.

slack there awhile, waited for jasper's call.

met him and cheongheng at aljunied mrt.

then we walked over to tutor's house.

tuition today was GOOD.

cause we got angbaos :D and i got more ticks!

took 21 home with jasper and cheongheng after tuition.

bathed, changed then took 66 all they way to scgs to meet nicole.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLELEEHUIMIN!

was super late, cause of leehuimin -.-

ate at the glasshouse. fish&co!
thankyou eva weiyi sara sarah nicole shuwen joy debra cheryl :D

had a cheesecake, and the words tasted like playdoh.

settled the bill, then everyone left.

sara weiyi eva headed home, joy debra shuwen cheryl went shopping.

me sarah nicole walked to cine to peeeee =x

haha we thought we walked into the wrong toilet?!

cause of this 2 handsome ladies.

and we paused for a moment in shock to wonder.

took a train all the way to yck, and back home.

met both my bros at eunos mrt. haha kinda cool =x

thankyou chuasimin for accompanying me talk on the phone till i reach home.

haha thank me for calling chengchia? (:

great night :D thanks guys!

All I wanna do is cut back the tape,

and replay last night with you.

I like the way you abuse my mind,

Kiss me all the time, paranoid you're gonna leave me behind.

Cause only you could take me up this high.

I Played @ 11:44 PM

c0mments!

There's a place in your heart
Where you know you'll always find me
And I'll be with you wherever you are
Near or far

I Played @ 10:09 PM

c0mments!

I, I dont know why i miss you so much

Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch

You, you left me feeling high and dry

With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction

And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

I Played @ 9:29 PM

c0mments!

mm okay got my blogskin done.

but i dont really like it alotalotalot.

ahh whatever! =/

i am so going to flunk chi test today.

but chem was ok (:

Amath test tomorrow! screams.

what is for real?

I Played @ 8:08 PM