chances vs choices;

c0mments!

have been dozing off while studying the past few nights.

argh! there goes my donkey hours of studying.

shit. only 9 more days to examsss.

went kovan to study with eva yushi cassan & sara (:

eva yushi cassan are bloody GAY.

cause they started studying at 7am, until 6pm!

screamsss. if only i could glue my ass to the seat for that long and concentrate.

got chased out of macs, so we went to plk cc to study.

of course, we got super distracted by bball =x

qian2 came to find us.

her maths is bloody good. oh goddd.

started to drizzle. so we went heartland mall.

slack at kfc for awhile. then, all of us dispersed.

and i went home ALONE ))):

going to pia tonight.

didnt study much just now.

screamsss. few more minutes to 8 more days!

ahh STRESS! ><

I Played @ 11:36 PM

c0mments!

school was blahblahblah.

passed my dnt (: 47/70

ok, that's kinda bad.

argh. cause i didnt have time to write, my freaking 5marks flew way.

byebye! gone like my farttt.

zzz -.- how irritating.

went macs after school with shiyu melinda botin denise alex.

eat chat studied. and we bitched alot =x

oh my im loveee A.C.C

im gonna make life difficult for you.

so are you, gonna make life difficult for me.

but youre on the losing side.

aww so sad. you only got 2 pathetic friends by your side.

tsktsk i PITY you =P

I Played @ 10:09 PM

c0mments!

to the SLUT, who called herself a slut (: lol!

Your heavy mood swings and fucked-up attitude pissed me off.
Trying to act cute and sucking up? Laughs -.-
So what if youre good in some areas?
It doesnt give you any rights to show off and look down on us.
Neither does it give you the rights to comment on us, when youre no better.

Dont even think of controlling us because youre the team captain.
Youre responsible, but got no leadership qualities nor good example to follow.
And for goodness sake, your basketball skills SUCK ^^
Obviously youre in the youth team, because youre tall not that youre good =x

Now, Im glad that youre aware that we HATE you.
I deliberately told JieHui stuffs that I wanted you to know.
Cause I knew she would blurt everything out to you.

And, you jolly well know that Im not a person you should provoke.
Yet you still did. Tsktsk. Digging your own grave =P
A fist fight? But it wont solve no balls and I cant be bothered with you.
If I did, it will be just to vent my anger and express how much I hate you (:

Its the hatred accumulate over the years.
Not only because of that tiny little matter.

Wanna patch it up with me? Laughsss.
Perhaps if you come crawling and begging to me, I would?
Hahaha =D
SHOO! SCRAM! YOU LIL FART!

I Played @ 10:53 PM

c0mments!

school ended super early yesterday (: 1220!

went imee's house to chiong my lit essay&poem with botin and clara.

managed to finish on time. whoo!

went home. bathed and changed then went down to yantze's house.

did art and practiced on music!

slept at 1130 yesterday.

so i was super energitic for the day ^^

super long and boring day.

that's why i always pon school on tuesdays =x

school ended at 240.

but yay! no chi remedial.

train down to eastpoint kfc after school with tengrui to study with anying and yingming.

studied till 630 then went bball court.

didnt play =/ of course.

went anying's house after that.

continued studying till 11 then went home!

take a look at yourself before you comment on others alright? you're NO better.

I Played @ 11:54 PM

c0mments!

woke up at 4am yesterday to study yesterday.

"go sleep lah! stil so early."

and thanks to that phone call i went back to sleep at 8am =/

woke up at 1pm.

met liangkai at pasirris library at 5pm.

studied till 730 then went to have dinner at cavana.

and he was going gahgah over these 3 cute lil kids.

laughsss.

lk : i wanna have 2-3 childrens!

me : tsk bully ***** leh. pregnancy super pain you know!

called jasper, but he didnt answer.

so we tried calling his house.

"jasper dont have!"

ok, for that moment i was like "huh?"

well, cant blame his maid for being funny =P

went ntuc after dinner and we saw jasper!

it's a small world after all~

so his mum fetch me and liangkai to their house.

suppose to study but we end up playing xbox! =x

dad came to fetch me home after that.

reached home. used labtop then went to bathe.

bus down to anying's house at 12mn.

studied and watch a lil of soccer.

haha. manu draw-ed with some cukoo team!

argh. anyway, i like ronaldo's score ^^

went to sleep after finishing studying geography.

actually, i wasnt sleepy =/

chewsiang called anying donkey times this morn.

super noisy. raaahh! bitesss.

bus home after that.

yawn. slept my morning away til 2pm.

went to study with bro at macs.

came home, had dinner.

then continued studying til 10pm.

ok, i forgot every shit about science.

screamsss.

ok, ive got to hand in my combi form by tomorrow!

and i've yet decided.

screamsss.

I Played @ 11:31 PM

c0mments!

didnt sleep in school today!

ok, that's a very GREAT achievement =P

and the most fucking depressing thing is that...

i studied so bloody hard for the previous chinese test and i got 57/100 only.

sigh. bloody hell. failure in chinese ):

went 85 to have lunch.

then took bus14 to siglap gelare.

studied with botin and tengrui.

pretty nice place to study. few people, nice music! ^^

left at 6pm.

went over to botin's house and waited for dad to pick me home.

and thanks to botin, i bought 6 different kind of sweets =/

screamsss.

met angella. went to eat dinner at prata shop.

accompanied her talk at the playground.

and there's people glue sniffing there o.0

ok, so freaky.

sent her home. then i walked home.

being your 9years friend. it hurts to see how much agony you're going through. i'm very sorry that i can't be of any help to give you advises but to only lend you my listening ear to hear you out. and i do hope you'll let things go & move on with life, knowing that you can't change that fact that ***'s gone. i don't wish to see you like this. please, never ever think of ending your life.

I Played @ 11:33 PM

c0mments!

whoots! test-less day of the week.

lessons are super boring today. except lit?

yeah. been looking forward to every lit lessons ever since we stop with tkam.

perhaps because ive yet read the book. haha =x

our play isnt as nice as i expected it to be.

but i can see our group moving on together ^^

have to act as a bitchy bimbo =/ suits me? lol.

c.d was all about pornography today.

class guys got horny at the start, but majority dozed off at last.

was trying my best not to sleep so that it would not affect my mood for maths later on.

aww so guai =P heh heh.

cabbed down to tengrui's house after school.

studied geog. actually, do mindmap la.

had dinner there, and then continued doing till 8.

dad came to fetch me home.

dnt tomorrow. siansiansian.

hate it sooo much now. though there's no more theory.

but we have to make that dumb wooden toy which i suppose i'd throw away.

but whoo! no maths tomorrow. haha.

going to study with tengrui tomorrow again.

and perhaps with liangkai at night.

have to treasure every minute to study now. sigh =/

wee i wanna stayover and pia tomorrow til sunday night.

whoots! hiong ah.

"VANESSA. (: you're influencing me to study."

ohyay! mugmugmug hard people (:(:

I Played @ 11:54 PM

c0mments!

schoool's BORING!

had lit test yesterday. and it suck!

think only my partC can help me get a lil marks?

hahaha. whatever =P

need to hand in some dumb herb project by next acc lesson.

any one wanna recruit me into their group?
hintshints! cute smiles (:(:

no chinese remedial. yay!

waited for english remedial people, then went to 85 to eat together.

hoho. class bonding! ^^

went back to school, met jasper.

then we walked down the hill to andrea's house.

liangkai came too.

studied for chinese test. then we went swimming.

andrea joined us at night.

had dinner at 58. then we went back and continued with work.

MUG MUG MUG!

dad came to fetch me home.

went over to anying's house in the middle of the night.

settled down, pia-ed till quite late.

was about to start with geog and i doze off =x

but, for just awhile only!

came home in the morn.

bathe, changed and off to school. sian.

super tired. but i only slept through eng!

was totally dead.

until lit, when i needed to act as a bitchy-bimbo =D

chinese test was shit except for the tianxiehanzi.

dont understand a thing about the passage.

uh never mind! it's over and i'm over with it (:

assembly was about communicating with parents.

should have dragged my mum&dad over and listen to the talk.

hardly we ever sit down together as a family and chat? play?

chiong home after school with denise yantze pearlie.

slept for 3hours. yawn.

studied geog. my mind-maps are super duper uber messy.

shal compile and write them on a drawing block tomorrow.

omg. i'm seriously lack of sleep.

haha. and i cant remeber what i did one moment ago.

too much books! burn them away!

halleujah~!

I Played @ 10:51 PM

c0mments!

nothing much about school today.

dnt test wasnt very bad.

pass-able, at least.

going shanghai fo 9 days during eoy holis!

think on first day when school close? whoo! (((:

went tengrui's house after school with ivan and ben to study.

manage to finish studying my chengyus. hoho.

sickening disgusting chinese. eeeww.

his mum says i put on weight =/ OH NO!

fruits, exercise, diet! ahh~

liangkai's dad came over to pick me up to school at 730.

reached school. couldnt on canteen lights.

uh damn. zzz.

so we walked down the hill, over to angxin's house.

finally figured out how to on the bloody lights at the poolside =x

studied till 10pm then dad came to fetch me home.

hoho. shal bring my swimming stuffs tomorrow and swim! yay ^^

lit test tomorrow.

screamsss.

think im going to screw it like before.

oh well =/

I Played @ 10:36 PM

c0mments!

met simin at marine parade library.

studied til 4 then we went parkway mac to eat.

she left. so i bused down to jasper's house (:

liangkai was there too.

got distracted by his xbox music computer & the awesome place to sleep.

haha. manage to finish on wood and metal only =x

so dead. 3 more chapters to pia tonight.

uhh... feeling super sick.

fcuk. gotta pia dnt now even if it takes me to die.

screamsss.

I Played @ 11:57 PM

c0mments!

woke up super early today. like 750?

i dont know why, but i jumped out of bed automatically.

morn call sara the pig but doubt she heard her phone.

hoho. what a pig =P

then i went online to distract simin from studying.

so mean. but i was bored as well. haha =x

called lk and jio-ed him out to study.

yay! 247's my bestest best studying pal.

quarelled with bro over a small matter.

then my mum didnt want to bring me out ):

and i was so depressed.

lol. but she did, eventually.

went tm, bought a wallet for myself and bro.

finally i got a proper wallet. haha =x

met lk, and we headed to school to study.

settled down at the umbrella-bench but it was going to rain.

zzz. so we shifted to the stadium.

heh mrhoo's jump shots are wowweewhoo! ^^

didnt get distracted by the people playing, surprisingly.

left the stadium at 6 cause mrhoo needed to lock it.

wanted to go jasper's house but his dad didnt allow.

so we train down to the airport.

had dinner at burgerking. then studied til 9pm and we got shoo out cause there werent enough seats for their costomer -.-

whatever. like we arent their costomer like that.

train back to tanahmerah.

went over to andrea's house to study.

she's suppose to join us but she had last minute supper with her family, so didnt.

never mind. shall come on monday and swim after we study! hoho.

studied awhile, then ben called.

and we went over to his house to study =x

manage to finish my dnt notes. hooray!

dad came to pick me up at 1130.

and he accused me for playing the whole day.

what the fuck la. there's aint anything without trust.

lala shall not be bothered. i know i did study (:

yawn. suppose to go study with lk again tomorrow.

but he's spectacles broke =/

never mind, i'm going to study at marineparade library with simin.

raaahh. and i'm only studying for tests.

have yet started studying for exams. omg.

i'm in DEEP SHIT ><

I Played @ 11:54 PM

c0mments!

omgomgomg. i HATE dnt.

my wooden toy is getting to nowhere.

and i screwed my production plan -.-

physic test was quite ok.

except for sectionB =/ all my answer are like different from everyone.

zzz. oh well =/ it's over (:

we are super behind time for chinese and maths.

and my classmates stil dont have a sense of urgency.

fuck.

dont understand a shit about trigonometrical ratios.

i'm so so so dead x_X

did my production plan after school which i owed for weeks.

haha. then, i went home. didnt go for training.

can tell that botak coach was super pissed with me =/

slept my noon away. till simin called to ask me to go bedok mac and study.

suppose to accompany dad to the parent teacher conference =x

but yes, i need to study! so didnt go.

and mrtan is full of shit.

"vanessa's blouse is always tucked out."

ok, like how in the world can it be tucked out, when i use draw string -.-

studied till 930. bus home.

I Played @ 11:14 PM

c0mments!

super short day today! (((:

had lessons for 4hours only.

and school ended at 1220. whoo!

headed to stadium for napfa.

didnt take. just sat there and watch.

took my height and weight.

hooray! i GREW TALLER! yay ^^

ok, at least i know i'm still growing.

went home after that. and i slept my noon away =x

going down to mac and study with bro later!

I Played @ 7:38 PM

c0mments!

suppose to go for chinese remedial after school yesterday but i ran away =x

anyway, i passed my chinese la for goodness sake.

zzz. re what me what dial?

went mac to study. from 5pm - 11pm

5 - 7 with yantze.

7 - 11 with angella.

super tired today. could hardly stay awake during lessons.

eng sci lit chi assembly

art test is so much more stressful than studying for eoy exams.

perhaps because i cant draw for nuts? =/

whatever. it's over already! goodbye art.

studied with jiehui melinda janice zhuting manxuan yicheng kenneth liangkai jasper edmund chunkit jinglu mingswee hongkai in 2G.

and god damn i forgot to bring home the science notes! argh.

studied again at night (:

whoo! physics isnt that hard after all.

in fact, i like it! ^^

NAPFA tomorrow.

ohyay i can skip! =P

but i wanna take. zzz.

ahh my cross-country! wasted ):

I Played @ 11:20 PM

c0mments!

whoo first day of term4!

lessons were really damn slack.

had training after school.

ran 10rounds, did footwork and gym (:

sec1-3 played 6on6on6. super chaotic. lol.

went home.

start mugging now, vanessa! ><

I Played @ 6:46 PM

c0mments!

slept till super late today.

and i slack my noon away using computer.

then met simin and yeo at marineparade library.

studied. yay i win simin in chengyu =P

went home. studied again.

what a boring day! -.-

SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW!

ahh depressing.

enjoy term4 people! ((:

and mug hard for eoy exams! hoho.

I Played @ 1:31 AM

c0mments!

went parkway.

clara and alex the ass was suppose to come, but they didnt. zzz.

botin and i got our ears pierced. whoo!

wanted to shop, but had to send yingzhi home =/

then, over to botin's house.

frisky is so so so adorable! =p

left our stuffs and we headed to katong.

saw sharlene cutting her hair.

laughs. couldnt recognise her at all =x

walked along the whole stretch of katong on a food spree!

yummy (((:

then we bused back to botin's house and studied.

went 7-11 at midnight. super quiet and freaky.

eat snack slack and we decided not to study anymore, so we slept! (3am)

woke up at 8am.

bus-train down to sbc.

omggg i talked to jasmin this morning.

screams. ok, she's friendly (:

went to buy youtiao for her and sara.

thank me for the morning call, pig. ^^

they won. trashing game. but can tell raffles didnt play their best.

train down to tampines and meet clara.

headed to school together for junior's training. lol!

and i got scolded for going and 'not wanting' to train.

zzz whatever. not that i dont want right, is i cant for goodness sake.

heck coach. ran 15 rounds, did gym.

took bus 14 to queensway after training with botin and adel.

such a looong trip. 1half hours? lol.

bought fbt shorts.

and i only had a double cheese burger for the whole day.

how pro -.- almost died of hunger.

accompanied them to delifrance to have dinner.

then i took 51 home.

god damn. another freaking long bus trip & i was alone. plus, my phone batt was left with 8%

yawn i'm so so so tired!

last day of holis tomorrow. ahh~

somebody please jio me out.

be it to study or to stone!

i just dont wanna spend my last day studying at home depressingly.

I Played @ 11:43 AM

c0mments!

went town with liangkai and anying yesterday.

bought a boxers. hoho =x

watched 'the host' with anying at shaw.

show's not bad. and i screamed in the cinema -.-

wanted to go shopping but it was kinda late, so didnt.

train home. anying's dad came to pick us up at eunos mrt.

stone rot slack till 11pm. then sara asked me to go her house.

cab down. studied till 3am, then we went to sleep. yawn.

lol. surpringsly i manage to glue my ass to that banana-chair =P

went home. bathe change and chiong down to habourfront to meet anying. and we got pangseh-ed by those raffles people. zzz.

never mind. took 65 home. sit till my ass rot.

whoo! 1 hours plus bus ride. screams.

slept my noon away.

oh what a way to spend my day -.-

i'l remeber this day. 070906

I Played @ 4:21 PM

c0mments!

i got a big, in fact HUGE baluku on my head.

ouch! screams ))):

and i wanna eat kenny roger's muffin now!

that's super random =/

im super grateful that anying's at home today.

if not i'd be bored to death by now.

haha =x

went over. used computer, chitchat, slack and ate super alot.

suppose to study but i was so distracted by everything.

ok, ended up not touching a single book i brought -.-

ahh i got no dates for the week.

people, please jio me out!

be it to study or to stone, i dont care.

x_X

im craving to play basketball now.

god damn you wrist. zzz.

no trainings, no friendlys this week.

yawn. boring.

I Played @ 4:57 PM

c0mments!

TO ALL MY CONCERN FRIENDS (:

ok, me and sara are just goood friends. it isn't what you think it is. haha!

today kinda suck.

was late for lesson, ended up attending only 45mins.
some asshole stole my pens and calculator.
got pangseh by my teammates at suntec.
cant find my blue jersey pants anywhere at home
my computer is busted. damn you virus!
and the labtop charger isnt working. so i cant use it either.

sigh. how great can my day get?
screams. holy shit!

waited super long for botin to finish her zuowens after sci lesson.
then train down to suntec together with clara and alex.
had bk. and then they went to catch 'monster house'.
zzz. pangseh me =/

train down to tanahmerah to meet simin.
waited for yeo, then headed to airport.
practically killing time walking around doing nothing.

train back to tanah merah.
went qinying's house to pass her something.
then train down to tamp.
bought liangkai's cake for cihui.
then train down to pasirris.
met liangkai at pasirris park and passed him the cake.
mann, he's sucha happy boy tonight.
and i'm feeling nice ^^

whoo so much of travelling today.
and i suppose i spent about $3.60 on transport?
gosh. that's alot, for ONE day.

I Played @ 11:58 PM

c0mments!

whoo! my com is alive. haha.

viruses these days are getting clever. tsktsk.

liangkai's sms woke up today.

and it made me crawl out of bed immediately.

finally somebody to go out with on sunday! whoo.

met lk at tampmall.

went to mac to finish up my zuowens.

then headed to airport to buy chocos (((:

ok, i'm going to be a very nice person tomorrow.

and help lk make his big day with ch tomorrow memorable! ^^

hey lk! be thankful that you're lucky to have me as your classmate cum bestpal =p

people around me thinks that my parents rock.

cause they dont bother what i do, where i go.

well, i feel un-loved by them.

so yes, i think FRIENDS are more important to me than my family.

in fact, most ^^

"you all better start thinking who you want to follow. IM GOING TO DIVORCE YOUR DAD!"

oh whatever.

my family and life at home isnt as great as you think after all, right? (((:

whoo no point letting this affect me. it doesnt help at all.

perhaps spoil my day? my holiday? haha. nah!

shall wait till i see the lawyer's letter come knocking at my house door.

till then, i shall make plans and moveee on.

3 cheers for vanessa!

I Played @ 1:32 PM

c0mments!

met houyee agacia huiting at orchard.

watched 'monster house' (((:

and its super retarded.

walk shop slack at fareast for donkey hours.

laugh super alot with agacia.

and we are not short ok, houyee! -.-

they left. so i waited for sara at the mrt.

and we walked one big round around orchard, then to plaza sing =/

stop complaining la, sara! =P

went to catch 'the devils wear prada' at 2330.

and we somehow got 'stuck' in plaza sing after the show.

tried to find our way out but ended up walking down level by level through the car park, out =x

cabbed down to anying's house.

and she was still studying although it was near 3am.

gosh~ damn hardworking.

went to bed only at around 4am ^^

WHOO~

woken up by sms-es and phone calls.

sent sara off the bus home.

then chiong home. took a quick bath and met liangkai at eunos mrt.

went bugis to shop for cihui's birthday present =D

and we trained down to down town east to watch the 3on3 after that.

nowhere to go, so we went home!

yawn. super tired.

lol. suppose to meet bestie go study but... lazy!

sorry sorry sorry.

I Played @ 8:24 PM