chances vs choices;

c0mments!

had our first friendly against the australians today (:

but we didnt have the full team present cause cassan had to go masia. ohmann =/

anyway, i think we did pretty well.

68-31.

i missed two 3-pointers and a fastbreak in my first quat, i was so demoralised that i scored ZEROOO for the whole game ): sigh.

ohwell but their u14's much better, i feel? taller and fasterrr.

that we lost by 18points to them on wednesday.

well perhaps its because only 4 of us are still training ever since bdiv ended and training havent resume since holi ended. (im not complaining though! =x)

hahaha dew and i are the ultimate winners of bridge and zhuilong!

nono, joho and vienna are the Loserrrs! hahaha =P

anyway, the national stadium closing ceremony was superrr boring. i couldnt stand it, i went off at 6 with clara and tengrui to parkway =x

to think so many people still wanted to go and caused a horrible traffic jam outside.

AND I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY I GOT BLOODY 5 TESTSSSSS NEXT WEEK! -.-

hello? what happened to the maximun-3-tests-a-week rule?

damn Anglican High.

ive no idea whats happening.

what's with the recent coldness?

i wanna go m.i.a ):

I Played @ 11:59 PM

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sometimes,

you just need a few moments with your head up in the clouds,

feeling like everything is all sunshine&lollipops.

especially when life takes a toll on you,

especially when you're so busy with work,

so busy with school.

you need those few moments to stop walking on that path of reality, & walk down the path of sillyness & giggles :)

I Played @ 12:16 AM

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Sometimes late at night

I lie awake and watch her sleeping

She's lost in peaceful dreams

So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark

And the thought crosses my mind

If I never wake up in the morning

Would she ever doubt the way I feel

About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her

Did I try in every way to show her every day

That she's my only one

And if my time on earth were through

And she must face the world without me

Is the love I gave her in the past

Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes

So I made a promise to myself

To say each day how much she means to me

And avoid that circumstance

Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

I Played @ 11:55 PM

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hohoho im in the computer lab for english lesson now!

and school disgustingly ends at 3pm today -.-

mygod i am f.tired i can doze off this very second (:

i need/want to go home and sleeeeep straight after school!

I Played @ 10:56 AM

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woah i thank god that school ended at 11am today!

cause it was really boring, tiring and i-want-to-sleep through out the lessons.

i kept looking at my watch and seconds of my life pass by like that.

anyway, im a Maths Mentor! =P

believe it or not? hahaha!

i think there's something wrong with mrpoh, he thinks that im the top 25% of the class when im the total opposite =x

(sorry alicia if i cant teach you well!)

and and and there's f. photo shoot tomorrow -.-

my hair is like rubbish now, i shall flatten it and go to school tomorrow and look like a no.1 nerd :D

sarahhh cheonggg!!! how?!

i think i lack super alotalot of sleep. i shall go and sleep now and heck my social studies & biology homework (:

since ive done chem maths and eng today. heh heh ^^

ohman i want this week to pass by as soon as possible.

till then, goodbye to all the naggings from teachers of all subjects chasing me to hand in my homework and :D

I Played @ 10:32 PM

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ahh mygod schools reopening tomorrow!

(noo time please stop now, i dont wanna go to school ): )

when im only starting to feel that holidays just started =/

and vanessatanxinyi-the-ultimate champion hasnt done any homework yet.

3 cheers for ME :D

ah right -.- im so dead.

I Played @ 8:45 PM

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ahh ok firstly i want to apologies to Angella, for turning you down for 2 nights to go out to study.

and and Vienna Joanne Dew, you babes are drop dead gorgeous. we shall go drink ribena next training (: see you on the 30th!

swimming and steamboat today was fun.

kerokerokeroppi i love you!

i'll upload the pictues some time soon.

till then.

I Played @ 11:58 PM

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Let's rearrange

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage

Say that we agree and then never change

Soften a bit until we all just get along

But that's disregard

Find another friend and you discard

As you lose the argument in a cable car

Hanging above as the canyon comes between

And suddenly I become a part of your past

I'm becoming the part that don't last

I'm losing you and its effortless

Without a sound we lose sight of the ground

In the throw around

Never thought that you wanted to bring it down

I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

I Played @ 11:51 PM

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diarrhea for 5 days really sucks =/

(hello digestive system, will you please be alright? :D)

I Played @ 2:25 AM

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can someone pleaseee tell V what to do now? (:

I Played @ 12:37 AM

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When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Do you see how much I need you right now?

#143

I Played @ 11:59 PM

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life has been a bore for me these few days, sorry for m.i.a-ing. hahaha! =x

school's gonna reopen in 1week time and the only homework that ive completed is chaoxie -.- (that i totally dont have to function my brain at all to get it done)

so, ive got a list of homework to go.

1) Biology
2) Chemistry

3) Chinese

4) English

5) Social Studies

6) Maths

7) Johor field trip project

someone, anyone. kind souls out there? :D helppp meee!
ahh whatever! if i can finish all my homework before school holiday ends by any means. be it to steal, to rob, to bribe, it'd be a miracle (:

i confess that ive been a little too consumed with the boredom of everyday life.
right now, when i sit down on my pretty comfy chair and think about what ive been doing of the late..
i cant remember half of the things i did/ate two or three days ago (except for my 3 meals straight meepok =/)
it seems like all my days have been moulded into one massive day.
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday no longer exist, it became ONE looong, draggy and boring weekday.
honestly, i freaked myself out.
ive lost track of time. ive lost track of my days.
i couldnt remember which event came first, and when it happened.
and there were moments i couldnt even remember such a thing happening.
maybe that's the reason why i dont feel the sense of urgency to get my ass cracking and start doing my homework .

hmm.. today was suppose to be a pretty busy and activity-full day for me.
11am - 1pm, u16 training.
130pm, team outing at cityhall.
2pm - 4pm, tuition.
2pm - 6pm, camp echo.
545pm - 7pm, tnet finals.
BUT, at last i didnt turn up for any! cause i was too sleepy and lazy =x
(and come to think of it.. its quite freaky cause xxx predicted that i wont turn up for any last night. haha!)

my neck's aching cause i didnt sleep properly last night =/
and i didnt even know the international language '143' meant until last night =/
and my bro is munching on plain bread, it tastes horrible.
and i realise i am incapable of taking short naps. a 15min power-nap turned into a 3 hour nap =x

I Played @ 8:47 PM

c0mments!

kerokerokeroppi!

SKG! (:

I Played @ 11:56 PM

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i know who i am.

ive always asked myself, why cant i be one of those tech-savvy people, or one of those girls with rebonded hair, or one of those girls who are prissy and pink, or one of those girls who love the shimmery glitters, or one of those girls who are demure and gentle?

i'm neither here nor there. i cant stand hello-kitty, i cant stand glittery fluffy things, i dont think animals are cute (cows are meant to be eaten, and i dont really care if the chickens are in cages or not when they lay the eggs, as long the eggs are on my plate), and i dont have swishy long rebonded hair.

its strange how im perceived to be filled with self-confidence, and how im so sure of myself.

I Played @ 3:27 PM

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whoo okay im back from 8days marathon! :D

well, there's pretty much that i wanna say about this 8days as much as i wanna complain.

chalet was fun! though there were stuffs that made some of us unhappy. hahaha but all of us bonded after all! :D well, thats the whole point righttt? ^^

thank you 2GH'06 for making this 3days worthwhile!

STUDENT CAMP WAS F.U.N!

thank you ainingjie, sikaige, leeying, andrea, jasper, liangkai, edmund, hongkai, ben, yicheng, kenneth and graci (though you came for 1 day only) for making Kerokerokeroppi such a wonderful group, and this 5days 4nights enjoyable :D

well, i pretty much regret now not joining this camp when i was in sec1 and 2.

ok, next year last year already! diedie must go!

I Played @ 1:48 PM

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HELLO PEOPLE I WONT BE BACK TILL MONDAY!

YOU CAN CALL ME ON MY HANDPHONE OR MESSAGE ME IF THERE'S ANYTHING :D

I Played @ 9:00 PM

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ahh boring sunday is here again in one-half hours time ))):

I, I dont know why i miss you so much

Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch

You, you left me feeling high and dry

With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction

And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today

I'll say that I'm fine

But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice

Its just a lie

You knew what you had

You still walked away leaving me in this mess

My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me

And I, I guess I was too blind to see

Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad

But I'd do it again to relive what we had

Damn thats sad

There are many things left to remind me

Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

I Played @ 10:30 PM

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hellooo $50! hahaha (:

ok now i got to start from scratch again and get another $50.

today was a rather walao-eh-sian day.

firstly, i got woken up by the stupid aircon man.

but whatever, i didnt really care and i continued sleeping with my ugly pose =x

and my body's aching ALL OVER cause i didnt stretch after bball-ing the whole day :(

secondly, i wanted to play xbox when i got up but my bro's friend took over it. zz so i had to waitwaitwait&wait =/

thirdly, i had to go down to Geylang on my own for tuition cause my dad's couldnt fetch me.

tell me tell me what can i do from now till monday?

BOO ))): i got nothing on.

somebody pleaseee come and rescue me from boredom!!!

i'll love you x100000000000 then (:

I Played @ 5:37 PM

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i am suppose to be asleep 2hours ago after a looong and tiring day.

but i felt the need&want to message someone, so i dragged myself out of bed.

and i ended up playing xbox with my bro and having prata for supper till now.

anyway training just now was oh-so-boring, as usual.

coach made me run 30 freaking rounds around the court, alone =/

well i wouldn't mind if i had my mp3 turning rounds&rounds with me.

and i would rather run the school compound. (at least i dont see the same things over and over again)

well, test of my determination and perseverance :D

lunched with clara and juniors at tamp kfc, then trained down to sbc for match.

hoho ok, we never expect to lose by 3 points only.

but i think we did well (: fact that not all of us have basketball as our cca.

3 more games to go (i think?)

but i suppose i can only make it to one more game which is next monday =/

some asshole is suppose to call me now.

i say again, some ASSHOLE is suppose to call me NOW! =P

hahaha!

(dont kill me when you read this, ok? ^^)

I Played @ 11:44 PM

c0mments!

i've never realised how important my mp3 is to me.

i use it while i'm travelling, while i'm waiting, while i'm studying, while i'm shopping.

on fact, i use it all the time whenever i'm alone.

and it has become such an important item in my life.

until Monday, it totally died on me ))):

not that there isnt battery, but it hanged when i tried to on it.

sigh oh sigh.

so now i'm currently on a mp3 fast.

and that explains whyyy i dread going early for training now =/

today is a full-of-baskbetball day!

training from 9-12, and i got game at 3.

hehehe tell me how are my legs going to move after training? :D

give me strengthhh, amen.

I Played @ 7:22 AM