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VANESSA
5 march '92
anglican high

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Monday, July 31, 2006
c0mments!
clara yantze alex is such an ass.
make me wake up sooo early to go meet them for breakfast,
ended up all 3 of them over slept. argh.

bus down to school, and yes im 1st to reach today!
hoho. coach gave me an even more surprised look than last saturday.
so he said "team anglican got hope already."
walao, make it sound like i dont go for all trainings.
zzz -.-

i'm glad i survived training today.
had only 2 breaks in 4hours.
and it was so much of fastbreaking and running.
GAY =/
suicide killed us at the end.
10 sets, no joke.

coach treated us to dessert after training.
whoots! he's gonna treat us to a big feast if we make it to top4 ^^
yay. and he owes me and denise a meal stil =x
loL! imagine the amount of money he spend on us. hoho!


damn, i'm spending this very special once-in-a-life-time school holiday at home.
screams.
how much more depressing can it get?
sigh oh sigh ):

I Played @ 2:37 PM


Sunday, July 30, 2006
c0mments!
sigh. yet another boring sunday ):

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! hooray!

I Played @ 10:12 PM


Saturday, July 29, 2006
c0mments!
yes, i should start to type proper english.
before i fail my english exam this end of year =x


training was a waste-of-time.
coach was super surprised that i was 3rd to reach today.
hooray! great improvement vanessa (:

okay, i'm going to play point gurad from today onwards.
ohhh myyy goddd.
screams -.-

think we lost very badly during today's game.
i dont know why, but we are performing from bad to worst.
while other teams gets better each day.
sigh oh sigh.
tell me what should i do?
maybe we dont even deserve to be in top16 =/

training on monday, tuesday, wednesday.
i'm so prepared to die.
WHY CAN'T TRAINING BE CANCLED FOR ONCE?
damn. if only...

I Played @ 8:23 PM


Friday, July 28, 2006
c0mments!
  1. anglican, nanyang, scgs, christchurch
  2. zhonghua, yishuntown, jurongwest, dunman
  3. bedoknorth, whitley, assumption, nanchiau
  4. raffles, unity, chungcheng, ahmadibrahim
steamboat was wow-wee-whoo!
had hell lots of fun.
first most successful cls outing (:
celebratd jiehui janice n zhiyang bday tgt wif e bballer's zonal achievements!
took lots of pics, playd arcade.


THANK YOU 2H FOR SUCH A ENJOYABLE N UNFORGETTABLE NIGHT!

I Played @ 11:33 PM


Thursday, July 27, 2006
c0mments!
People shed tears during a lost,
cause they played well.
So when nothing came out from mine,
i ought to know the reason.
Up there mentally,
followed by physically,
none failed me.
This is because i failed myself.
Have i lost my soul?

ive been lookg forward t this day.
yet, it crashd n ended within tt hour.
LOST t bnss.
their shots were T-Y-C-O i swear.
n refs were obv lousy, nt kayu -.-

cboys made it champs (:
congrats.
steamboat + movie wif cls tmr.
hooray!
if only dere wasnt sch, id b GREAT.

went vivian's hse t celebrate wif botin alex dawn.
loL! orderd super alot =x
think it cost abt $83?
haha. thx loads vivvy ^^

I Played @ 10:39 PM


Wednesday, July 26, 2006
c0mments!

got my 1st demerit point tdy!
reason? late for chi cls.
zzz.
so zls happily gav out e green forms lyk worksheets (:
THANK YOU -.-

hooray! FINALS tmr.
yet, i stil dont feel nervous since day1.
sigh =/

why do you guys make it look like you're all so despo for supporters?
you go round giving flyers and screaming away in the canteen
maybe you'l feel that its a for-sure-win-game tommorow and wanna show off to the crowd?
if you guys lose tommorow, i swear i'l laugh till i drop dead.
it will be a lesson learnt. and please stop being so proud and cocky.
why look down on others? just play your bloody game.
get my point there? o.0

I Played @ 8:29 PM


Monday, July 24, 2006
c0mments!
screwd my e.lit test =/
i uds e paragraph, jus tt idk hw t write it out.
uhh sucks sooo much.

din felt lyk it was semis tdy.
hoho. won dunman sec (:
3pts r bac on fire! whoots.
hopefully i'l b able t burn bnss dwn on thurs!

anglican boys n girls shal dominate the court this thurs!
raa NO MERCY!

I Played @ 10:42 PM


Saturday, July 22, 2006
c0mments!
HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY ANGLICAN HIGH! (:

had breakfast wif alex n yantze at mac.
woah. had a hard time swallowg my food =/

headd t sch for celebration.
whoots. was super grand.
stomp rock e whole hall plsss.
loveee e las part whn everyone 'pop' their pop-ers.
felt lyk graduation? hooray!

had refreshments at canteen.
n e drinks din hav e 'not so sweet' label. screams.
then, acc alex n yantze t cut hair.
split up, went home.

bathe, chngd den train dwn t bugis t meet botin n clara.
hoho. gf was dere too (:
slackd at outside e theater, waste my time.
argh.

went home agn t chng into jeans.
den dad dropd me off at expo for sch's 50th anniversary dinner.
yipee! ^^


best part of e night...
we had $80 worth dinner. yummy!
but we were dere for c.i.p =p
even e student coucillor dont get t eat.
so yes, we r e lucky 10!
  1. bliss garden cold dish (:
  2. shark's fin soup with crab meat (:
  3. steamed herbal chicken (:
  4. steamed live prawns (:
  5. steamed live sea bass with bean crumbs (:
  6. yam ring (:
  7. stewed mushroom with spinach (:
  8. fried rice in lotus leaf (:
  9. longan bean curd jelly (:

clara n gracelee won in e lucky draw!
cool. so unexpectd. haha.

cabbed home wif yantze. YAWN! -.-


I Played @ 11:48 PM


Friday, July 21, 2006
c0mments!
okay, haven been blogg recently.
was dwn wif fever :(
n my throat is stil hurtg lyk fcuk. zzz.
havg porridge 4days straight for all 3meals is no joke.
omg. pls get well sooon!

skipd sch tdy.
happily slackd at home.
til 2pm, met xm n sihui.
took a cab dwn t sch.

whole team is getg ill.
think i startd this virus gg rnd spreadg.
even my family is sick nw.
sigh :(

WON bnss by 14pts (:
yay!

had difficulty breathg on court.
phew almst faintd.
super disappointd wif my performance tdy.
scored only 2pts for nuts.
sigh :(

I Played @ 8:57 PM


Monday, July 17, 2006
c0mments!
screwd my sci ct.
attempt those mcq n i gav up alr.
dont uds anytg for nuts.
so i happily slpt til immyan woke me up -.-

slpt troo sci lesson too.
felt super sick, idk y.
hoho. immyan din wake me up this time rnd.

left cls aft tt for match.
whoots!
bball boys pon cls wif us too.

e buzzer went off.
but e ref wasnt dere yet =/
so had t wait til he comes den e game cld get startd.

performd shit tdy.
won. but wasnt wad we xpectd.
scolded, gt punishd.
10 rnds slope, 30 pushups, 20 situps.
everyone's feelg dwn nw i suppose, mayb nt e jnrs.
sighsighsigh.
am worried bout this fri's performance.

watchd boys match, won.
compare their teamwork, defence n offence...
our's is s-h-i-t.

wasnt feelg well, so i cabbed home.
thx denise n yantze for flagg e cab dwn (:

went t e docs, fever! 39.1
ok, no joke. wont b gg t sch tmr.

I Played @ 9:48 PM


Sunday, July 16, 2006
c0mments!
You are my friend
You always will be
Yet sometimes I get mad at you
And you get mad at me
Sometimes I don't understand
Sometimes I don't know what to do
But remember always
That I will forgive you

had trng ytd noon.
was hopg e aerobics thing wld end ltr so tt we wont hafta train so much.
raa. but it ended on tym =/ 1pm.

super slack trng tdy.
loveee it!
had match, no idea if we won or lost.
quarreld wif clara.
so, cldnt b botherd wif e team's performance.

went home, bathed n head t orchard t meet botin liangkai jasper.
walk eat slack shop arnd den we decided t catch a late night movie.
whoots! (:
shiyang mitch qiansen jacob watchd e same show as us.
they r sooo HOT pls =x

potc2's nt bad. mus watch!
show ended at abt 130 x_X loL!

din noe hw t go home at tt hour.
luckily botin's mum came t pick us up t her hse.
den jasper's dad sent me n lk home frm dere.
wee thx! (:
arrived home super late, slpt v late.



woken up by gf's msg.
n i only slpt for 6hrs. screams.
mum's bday tdy (:
HAPPY BDAY MUMMY!
but shes kinda disappointd tt bros din rmb.
sigh. oh well =/

had breakfast wif mum.
den we went t do our hair. hoho!
n yesss, finally i cut short my hair.
yay. nw i cn slp ltr thn usual =D

came home, studied a lil of sci n touchd up on my dnt proj.
hopefully i'l pass sci test tmr .

first game of 2nd rnd tmr!
ahs vs nass, 12pm.
til nw, i stil dont feel nervous nor excited.
why? o.0

I Played @ 11:05 PM


Thursday, July 13, 2006
c0mments!
slackd e whole day.
yes, i love thursdays! (:

went over t yantze's hse aft sch t do lit proj.
wantd t either go ccab or stadium t watch match.
but den, sch work is mor impt =x

drop by home first, but nobdy was in.
argh. so i bus dwn t yantze hse.
made a mess in her hse.
lol. manage t complete half of it.
yay (: CLAPS!

went home, did my dnt proj at last.
haha! thx u sooo much, 24/7 for e info.

so tired. YAWN!
screams. gd night ppl. wee~

I Played @ 11:08 PM


Wednesday, July 12, 2006
c0mments!
til tdy, i found out tt we cn slp durg mrskoh's lesson! ^^
yay! tts gd news. hoho.
half e cls was fast aslp tdy n she din say a thing at all. whoots!
mayb shes too short n cldnt c us slpg =x

think i suck alot in art.
cnt draw for nuts, idk y.
oh mann smbdy pls share wif me yr wonderful art talent.

sci lab lesson was boring like every other one.
mor of a bonding session for me denise alex grace.
n yes, mrtan cnt even get our attention, let alone teach us =/
sigh. mayb i sld start t get a lil worried.

hoho. best lesson of e day, lit!
i love lit cos i wna act n my 'job' is kinda fun.
i hate lit becos i haven read e bk.
i shal glue my ass t home one fine day n read e bk,
which i think 'l nv come =p

n yay? had our 2nd chi lesson since term3 start.
so we happily missd 8 chi lesson -.-
oh goddd n i faild my test by half mark la. sian.

assembly sucks tdy.
e sound system was lyk... cn go n die pls.
n e councillor's singg was horrible i swear.
think i'l jus run out of e hall, if she ever sing agn x_X

went stadium aft sch.
wait sooo long for a piece of bad news.
grpA - cchsm, dunman, bdkgreen
grpB - bdknorth, anglican, ngeeann
why bdknorth?! screams.

got home, quarreld wif bro.
suppose t do dnt proj once agn, but i fell aslp.
haha! heck alr la. zzz. nights!

I Played @ 10:38 PM


Tuesday, July 11, 2006
c0mments!
maths was boring. no doubt, music.
cldnt take it any mor, so i fell aslp durg sel =x

left cls at 1120, headd t stadium.
bdk green's into 2nd rnd! whoots.
yeo n yiying pon sch jus t come n watch match.
zzz. ultimate slackers.

match tdy wasnt realli bad.
jus tt i felt a lil out of breath durg first quat.
mayb becos i was stil in slpg mode?
hopefully =/
98-9. won. 28pts. no foul. top scorer. yay! ^^

went fengshan cc aft tt.
dunman sec's into 2nd rnd too.
sigh. i wan dunman high t win la. argh!

bus home tgt wif joey.
hoho. so much t talk abt.
been years since we las took e same bus bac home tgt.

bathed, chng den went parkway wif grace n angella.
bascially we went dere jus t eat kfc -.-
but stil, we did shopd arnd of cos.

headd home. sigh.
i dont wna go t sch tmr. raa!

I Played @ 10:58 PM


Monday, July 10, 2006
c0mments!
no common test tdy (:
had sci eng maths. super slack day.
skipd acc, went stadium t watch match.
oh goddd, sunli din even realise tt 7 girls r gone frm her cls.
ngee ann won. hooray! hope t meet em in 2nd rnd.

trng was super slack too.
free throws, lay-ups, formations.
outdoor court is disgustgly loved by algae. yuck!
sigh. hope we'l perform better tmr thn e previous few matches.

bus dwn t east point wif imee clara alex for dinner at burger king.
ok, it din felt right cos botin wasnt dere.
dirtied e whole area, gt complaind. loL!
thx t imee's dumb idea. shootg ice is mor fun la.

luckily dad came t pick me home ^^
cos i forgt t bring my ezlink card =/ zzz.

last game of first rnd tmr.
ahs vs sac, 1pm.
JIAYOU! (:

I Played @ 9:52 PM


Sunday, July 09, 2006
c0mments!
germany won portugal 3-1!
screams. i dont wan germany t win.
oh well =/ but i xpectd it la.

hmm surprisgly i woke up at 11.
went t hav high tea wif mum n dad at paramount hotel.
been some tym since i las went dere.
goddd. e service n food dere is getg mor suck.
swear its gna close dwn sooner or later.

zzz. what a day t rain. spoils my wonderful sunday.
wldnt it b perfect if it raind tmr noon? yay
den we dont hafta train n get nag.

bus dwn wif angella grace gladys janet t bugis.
walk shop slack eat. saw jasmine at e arcade.
doubt she recognised me.

wee i love food festival! (:
come t think of it, ive been eatg alot recenlty =x
screams. so fattening!

almst faintd on my way home.
e bus uncle is superrr smelly pls.
some indian smellg 'perfume'. yuck!

I Played @ 1:28 PM


Saturday, July 08, 2006
c0mments!
i woke up in time for trng tdy! ^^ claps.
ok, physical tdy was gay.
nvm, hope our hard work pays off.
match, lost by 16 =/ uhh damn.
went cs wif clara botin alex chewshian t hav dinner.
had claypot, n it was lyk chaotah? zzz.
walk shop slack arnd at tm. bought a beanless bag at toysrus (:
botin n alex bought em too. hoho.
went home. suppose t do dnt hw but i ended up blowg up tt beanless bag =x
super tiring! nw its filld wif my carbondioxide. yay!
shal sit on it n watch wc ltr.
germany vs portugal.
hope tt portugal win, but i noe they wont =p

we'r best budds aft all.
think abt it.

I Played @ 11:40 PM


Friday, July 07, 2006
c0mments!
When I try to tell you how I feel,
My luck is as good as the dial tone.
Please come home.

eng book quiz was kinda easy. it wasnt like a quiz anw, we were discussg it away at e bac of e cls -.- zzz.
n yes im startg t love dnt nw cos we r havg theory in aircon room. yay! new tcher, mr tay n mr gey. they r super crap, wonder if lessons cn ever carry this way =/
sch ended at 12 tdy. but 1050 for us cos mrtan din come for lessons.
did e dv-filmg tdy. ok, e whole sch gna noe me soon. kept re-taking cos of lousy cam skills of mayi, thus i hafta keep running.
went home, bathe chng den went over t hougang mall t look for zhonghua bballers. studied at e library, realised i forgt my previous semester work alr =x gotta start pullg up my socks n buckg up nw! but, cdiv seasons' in my way. argh! get over wif it n end soon pls.
went home. calld yeo. had so much t talk aft years. haha! conferenced wif qinying.

TRNG TMR! sianz.
20 rnds field. ohh pls rain tmr.
cn smbdy giv me morn call at 1130? x_X

I Played @ 11:22 PM


Thursday, July 06, 2006
c0mments!
Crawling to the window
Shattered from my own despair
I saw the last glimpse of what I lost
What is broken and what life can’t repair
Tell me now that everything is ok
That tomorrow I will wake up
And forget about this day

whoots! attend maths only tdy. den went for match wif bdksouth. won by quite alot. yay (: match ended, sch lessons were stil on. hoho! =x took coach's car over t fengshan cc. bnss won dhs. gd fight. isabel clara botin denise alex came over t my hse aft tt t watch Shutter n they screamd like duno wad esp isabel -.-
gg t slp! nights.

I Played @ 9:23 PM


Wednesday, July 05, 2006
c0mments!
Goodbye,
accompanied by tears,
takes on a new meaning.

chi test was screwd. practically copyd e whole storybk onto my paper x_X
no eng n lit test tdy. thxfully i din waste my time readg e bks las night.
whoots. we drove nckoh nuts tdy, til she screamd at us n almst cried but we din giv a damn at all.
'ul r e ones sitg for e test, nt me. ul cn pack n leave nw i dont care!'
everyone happily left e cls. but cld tell tt she said tt out of anger =/ well, who cares? loL!
okay, i went t e dental 4 times tdy -.- durg sci, aft sch, 430 n 5 pm. wth. n she made me lie dere n open my mouth for onehalf hrs. slaps.
went t look for gladys at outdoor court. saw whitley ppl (: left wif mjr ppl t hav dinner at kfc aft tt. den, headed home.

u dont belong to my world of friends.

I Played @ 1:30 PM


Tuesday, July 04, 2006
c0mments!
laid on the futon in the living room,
the world tightening around my throat,
like one loop of a shoelace encircling the other,
until i was off the futon,
my back against the hardwood floor,
as easily parallel to heavenas hell.

din get t play at all tdy ):
dont reali care.
my first game tt im benchd. zzz.
xperience smt new. sort of good? mayb. but i like it.
sitg dwn, waitg for coach t call out yr name.
hopg t perform yr best on court n please coach aft al e trngs we hav been troo.
knew it was gg t b a bench game for me right frm e start, or even since sat.
sigh. oh well =/ we won stil.
team doesnt reali need me as i cn c.
yay.
coach says we performd crap tdy.
coach says our free throw sucks.
coach says our stamina is gone.
coach says we were too complacent.
for once, i din get scoldd cos it doesnt concern me (: hoho.
looks like nxt trng's gna b tough.
whoots. i cn happily pon, n nt play for e whole of first rnd.
double yay.

zls aint comg t sch tmr too, like agn.
triple yay.
dont even think we ever gna cover all e chpts.
its chinese aft all. so i dont reali care =p

3 book quiz tmr.
eng chi lit.
smbdy, start digg my grave nw.


I Played @ 10:21 PM


Monday, July 03, 2006
c0mments!
You tainted your palette so well,
like an artist with the right intentions
but the wrong idea.
Now life is just as painted,
as the shadows on the wall.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY! (:

went town wif xiumin sihui xuejun gladys shuwei shubing vivian. shop eat slack, den we went over t happy hour. hoho. sang for hours non stop. e room is like bigger thn my livg room? n we only paid $11 each inclusive of food n drinks. whoots!
gf was suppose t come, but she din. sigh ): aha went over t her hse aft evtg wif xiumin. ok, sat outside her hse, crapd n zzz unluckily her aunt saw us agn. zzz. left at 10, headed home. sianz.

oh god, im like sooo dead.
deres an open bk test tmr, n its chi -.-
i dont even noe abt it, let alone gg t borrow e bk n read it.
screams.
im prepared t die tmr. ahh~ x_X

I Played @ 11:32 PM


Sunday, July 02, 2006
c0mments!
whoots! portugal won england in penalty shoot out 3-1. ohyay (:
I LOVE RICARDO! =X

tooth chip off while eatg lunch. zzz. n its freakg irritatg cos it keep poking my tongue. raa!
omg. im on a shopg spreee. whoots! went town wif mum. bombd her credit card bills =x bought super alot of clothings n stuffs. haha. n at e rate tt we were shopg jus nw wld simply take years cos we stop by almst every other shop =x saw geraldine at fareast n gladys at taka. hoho. din xpect t c frens arnd at such huge area. train home, phew wad a day -.-

I Played @ 2:25 AM


Saturday, July 01, 2006
c0mments!
your heart could be like a court.
emotions are your players and this is like a game.
they fight to see who wins.
will it be the rational or the irrational;
the strong or the weak;
the optimist or the pessimist?

it could go on for as long as a basketball game.
maybe even longer, a soccer game.
maybe even longer, a game of life.
a game of life; that would really suck.
it just becomes a game you have to play on forever and ever
till the day you die.
perhaps that's what tires us out.
that sort of emotional torment.

we're looking at a game of life here.
don't that just sound like crap.
running on and on for hours, days, months, years..
it just goes on.
when do we stop?
nobody knows.

I Played @ 1:34 PM