chances vs choices;

c0mments!

ok, totally screwed paper1 today.

especially chinese.

think i wrote like worst than primary school standard =/

napfa canceled!

postpone to nextnext thurs.

hahaha. yay ^^

went 85 to eat with shiyu.

met melinda, walk over to yuneng together.

hoho. lesser and lesser people are going back each year.

so yes, i've decided not to go back next year! =x

went over to cgh.

and i waited so freaking long!

doctor says the crack got worst.

fcuk. uh damn.

but i'm happy cause i can skip napfa! =p

met team at cityhall.

then we train down together to marina south for steamboat.

whoo fun and great night.

think we really bonded. but kinda too late?

snrsnrsnr came too. and they are super funny! =x

anyway, great thanks to coach! =D

whoots! cant wait for tomorrow.

lalala~ HINTS

I Played @ 10:41 PM

c0mments!

whoo! ok, broke the guiness world record today.

(though i got no idea what we broke -.-)

and our school's name is like on the gwr book! cool.

got no idea why i went =/

when i got mc like from 26aug till 5sept.

ok, whatever.

ahs aces day moves are spastic lah.

make us look like retards who cant dance.

wth. super ugly can!

and the wheel-barrier race was funny.

hundreds of people taking part in a tiny field.

squeezing their ass-es out. haha.

some even trip over the string even before they started 'crawling'.

oh how much more harvoc could there be?

had breakfast cum lunch at bk with sek mag jo steph grass clara adel.

and we slack there for donkey hours like nobody's business.

headed to arcade and shopping.

i'm so going to buy that chicken for mag =x

laughs.

bus home, and i slept til 8pm.

god. how am i gonna fall asleep tonight?

perhaps you would like to call me and sing me a lullaby? ^^

eng & chi paper1 tomorrow.

napfa after that. screams.

and i have to rush down to cgh for my appt.

then to marina to meet team cause coach's gonna treat.

wow wee whoo! =D

sigh oh sigh.

poor lil wrist, i hope you get better each day ))):

I Played @ 10:20 PM

c0mments!

NATIONAL CHAMPIONS! (=

whoo after much hard work and sacrifice, finally paid off today.

sorry to those raffles people i fouled/pushed.

and thanks for the badge ^^

I Played @ 12:03 AM

c0mments!

thank you anying vanyeo simin yuingwei for visiting me yesterday and the chocos! (:

gonna flunk maths test today for sure.
didnt have the time to finish doing.
and 'thanks' to my hand i was working damn slowly.
zzz =/ uh whatever.

ok, teachers are dumb to belive that im a left-hander.
whoo! can dont do class work ^^

had eng oral.
and i got a super black-faced teacher.
oh what the hell -.-
smile abit can?!
well, anyway the topic was so hard to talk about la.
super unexpected.

finals tomorrow.
no guarantee that i'l last till the last second.
not even sure if i'm playing.
sigh oh sigh.
my once in a life time game.
perhaps i'm just not fated to play ):

somebody, help me pleaseee!
cure my hand now for goodness sake.

I Played @ 11:48 PM

c0mments!

*you know who you are*

hey. i really do hope that you will cheer up (:
it isnt your fault alright.
it happens all the time in a game.
nobody's angry with you.
and, dont let this affect your game on monday okay!
jiayou ^^

chinese oral suck totally.

think i talked like less than 1min?

and god damn i got zls.

zzz -.-

hopefully she'l help me pass =x

walk eat shop slack the whole day with yushi huiting weiyi cassan adel.

from bugis to j8 to plaza sing.

watched barnyard. ok, it was a random choice.

its touching and funny. but i find it too kiddy =/

chiong-ed home.

wrist hurting like fcuk.

sigh. i wanna play on tuesday! ):

I Played @ 10:15 PM

c0mments!

HELLO FINALS! (:

whoo~ won nanyang. yay!

played for only first half.

jump, fell and piiiak!

end of my game.

rushd down to changi general hospital after the game.

xrayxrayxray...

and i got a small crack in my bone.

ahh freaking pain. screams!

can't play for finals next tuesday.

trained so hard for it.

and now... it's gone like my fart ):

chinese oral tomorrow. damn.

going to school with my fat ugly heavy cast ):

think i'm gonna flunk it.

well =/ i just cant speak chinese for nuts.

I Played @ 8:14 PM

c0mments!

i've got so much work to complete by tonight.

and my test to study for tomorrow.

also, i'm kinda stressed about the game with nanyang.

last game will be either on monday or tuesday.

and tomorrow decides all.

obviously, i wanna play on tuesday (:

chinese oral's this saturday.

maths and art test on monday.

english and chinese paper1 next thurs.

english oral's next friday.

god knows what tomorrow will bring.

another stack of work perhaps?

screams.

I Played @ 9:04 PM

c0mments!

STRESS! ><

I Played @ 9:43 PM

c0mments!

didnt go to school today =x

and why?

cause i didnt feel like going =p

woke up super late.

manage to reach school just in time to catch the bus.

phew~

miss ng : how come you can dont come to school, but can come for match?
me : cause i didnt felt like going to school (:

-gives me that 'you're hopeless' face-

slaps.

won bedoknorth! (: whoo~

didnt screw the game today at least.

but coach was damn angry that he almost whacked me and botin =/

hoho. did that ballet-dancing layup which i expected, today -.-

and TANLIYUE left a music-sign cut on my eye.

screams.

think one day someone will just dig my eyeballs out.

ok, chungcheng and raffles are super thankful that bedoknorth is out.

yes, it'd be easier for us in top4.

BUT, i think bedoknorth derserves to be in la.

damn. argh!

playing with nanyang again on friday.

zzz. so sick of matches.

how i wish tournaments ends NOW.

anying's mum came to fetch.

thanks anutie for the chickenpie and kayabun! ^^

droped sihui and olivia off at payalebar.

then, me and anying went to tenaga to ball with bnss bballers.

training tomorrow. sian.

now, my homework that is piling so high up til it's almost touching my ceiling, is stressing the shit out of me. let alone the upcoming tests and games.

tell me i'l survive this week.

ohhh how i wish. FAT HOPE vanessa!

cheer up people! (:

know it's sad but yes, let bygones be bygones.

get over with it and moveee on!

I Played @ 10:03 PM

c0mments!

geog test was rather easy (:

whoo! hope i can get an A1.

botin the slacker came to school AFTER the test.

how clever -.-

won chungcheng.

sigh =/

how lousy can today's game get.

100000000000 fouls+turnovers we had.

and i got scolded the shit out of my ass.

yes coach, basketball aint my game.

it's ALL MY FAULT alright.

HALLEUJAH!

sprained my finger, pulled my thigh muscle ):

think i'l look like i'm dancing ballet on court tomorrow if i lay-up.

zzz. and i can't even hold a spoon now for nuts.

tell me how in the world am i suppose to play tomorrow?

shrugs.

fuck.

ahhh! screams ><

I Played @ 6:16 PM

c0mments!

go and study, vanessa! -.-

HELLO SARA! I'M NOT EMO OKAY (:

I Played @ 12:51 PM

c0mments!

went training.

didnt train anyting much though.

but was daydreaming through out.

got lots of scolding, and i dont remember a thing at all.

oh what's up with me?

doreen's mum sent me to whitesands.

met huiting cassan yushi.

had mac, then went pasirris park to cycle.

"dont my cycling skills good?"

ok, lousy english huiting!

and you owe me $4.50 =p

went tm after that.

shoped around, practically killing time.

and i wonder why did we even go there in the first place? o.0

whoo what a tiring day!

yawn -.-

I Played @ 11:31 PM

c0mments!

went sara's house after school to study.

whoo peace and quiet.

could only hear her breathing.

swear she was so into her lit book.

laughs.

was expecting her to get distracted fast enough to not study at all =x

well, manage to finish studying geog for common test on mon.

think i'l screw it once again cause i studied for it?

oh what a logic, vanessa -.-

training tomorrow!

sian. so no mood to train.

it's a trend to study now you know, coach.

whateverrr =/

I Played @ 10:32 PM

c0mments!

studied so hard yet i screwed the test today =/

damn. shal give up on studying.

no matter how hard i study, my grades will never go more than 'just-pass'.

won dunmansec (:

3pts were on fire today. whoots!

was targeting to get 70pts as a team.

but 3rd quater was shit.

i dont know what's wrong with us today though.

we played like as if it was the first game we ever played as a team.

well, hope things goes well when botin gets back.

and i'm so pissed with alex -.-

huiting kimli cassan yushi came down to watch match.

had kfc together then cabbed down to serangoon central mac and slack.

i'm hating school more and more each day! ):

I Played @ 10:40 PM

c0mments!

botin : vanessa's such a smart ass!

hoho. yes i know =p

the whole class was going against aaron today.

hoho. like we made it so obvious on purpose.

well, he's a loner in class now.

everyone around him moved so far away as though he got SARS =/

couldn't believe our 2gh video lost to 2e la.

uhh ours was so much better than their's can!

well, 2nd isnt that bad stil.

and yes we won the best advertisement =p

loL! super funny.

had sci remedial after that.

started late, cause assembly dragged. so it ended late.

and we went to eat despite the fact that we were already late for training =x

thus, training started damn late.

but it stil ended at 6 (:

so we only trained for 1hours! whoo~

went imee's house.

dip into the jacuzzi and the steamy burning hot suana!

whoots ^^

chiong home. studystudystudy~

ohyes, i'm so prepared for science test tomorrow!

match against dunmansec tomorrow.

boys too.

double team anglican power!

no botin ): hopefully zoe recovers by tomorrow.

JIAYOU! (:

i hope tomorrow will be a better day for 2H

I Played @ 11:08 PM

c0mments!

aaron, you're such a loser.

why the fuck steal? ass.

(i hope you see this.)

health check today.

whoo perfect eyesights (:

shrugs.

i'm annoying the shits out of myself.

i dont know what's stopping me from going school.

okay, maybe the trainings, the tests&exams, the mount-everest-high stack of homework, fucking alot of catching up to do and whole lot of stuffs that seems so foreign it scares me.

sigh oh sigh ):

feeling like my head's gonna burst soon,

when all my brain wanted to do was shut down and fall deep into sleep.

screams. get me outta schoooooooooool!

impossible of course.

almost immediately, my thoughts dissolved,

like sugar stirred into saltwater,

as the real world clamped down around me and slammed me back to Earth.

but the way i feel right now, i cant last another day.

cause my mind's so stifled that it feels like one day i will stop breathing altogether.

I Played @ 7:26 PM

c0mments!

didnt study for dnt test.

but i think i can still pass (:

won nygh! whoots!

by 1 or 2 point.

cant remeber though.

botin, i so so so love you la =x

only over take during the last 10secs.

yay! -screams and dances-

bedoknorth, chungcheng, dunmansec.

de javu? east zone! (:

damn. the other gourp is easier to play la.

how unlucky can we get? sigh.

proved you people wrong! (:

I Played @ 7:59 PM

c0mments!

had lunch with family at kenny rogers.

ok, so seldom for my brothers to not-be-out on sundays.

went shopping and arcade.

then dad drop me off at indoor stadium.

games tonight are wow-wee-whoo.

close fight with awesome dunks and style.

hoho! if only i could touch the board -.-

that would be good enough.

hope i got some inspiration for tomorrow's game with nanyang.

"nanyang's gonna trash anglican tomorrow for sure"

"we hope nanyang to win"

"nanyang got high chances to win anglican leh"

sigh =/

no, can't afford all these to affect my game tomorrow.

uh this sucks.

I Played @ 11:11 PM

c0mments!

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

I Played @ 11:50 PM

c0mments!

school today was super slack.

haha. i didnt sleep in class today.

whoots. yet another achievement (:

had a basketball workshop cum clinic after school by people from angola.

hoho. they are FREAKING TALL.

felt that it was a waste of time though =/

coach came.

had training ):

ran 30 rounds.

and i was practically slow-jogging through that i took 15mins?

loL! whatever.

coach nag and nag and nag about the same thing for an hour.

uh how patient can he get man -.-

went over to botin's house together with adel.

bathed and changed then we headed to indoor stadium to watch the PHILIPS SINGAPORE CUP (:

saw many bballers. like from east to west.

sat with sara sarah and her senior.

only like the last game. spain won. whoo~

had kfc for dinner.

was dying of hunger x_X

(if you realised that i haven't eaten the whole day)

saw the fireworks.

pretty beautiful tonight.

cabbed home.

damn. training tomorrow.

BOO! ):

muscle aching all over.

uh dumb. forgotten to do stretching just now.

I Played @ 11:59 PM

c0mments!

WHOOTS! (:

back from bintan.

yay.

I Played @ 11:30 PM

c0mments!

cross country was okay (:

damn it didnt rain -.-

ran through out with louisa, like last year.

came in 23.

timing wasnt bad.

in fact, it was goood!

didnt see anyone faint this year.

but lots had gastric.

hoho. and yes, gastric sucks alot.

went to eat mac with clara botin adeline yantze imee.

then over to parkway.

shops werent open, so went home bathe and change.

bus down to town.

saw sara eva weiyi kaiting sophia.

sit stone slack together at the food court.

then they went off for their movie.

and i headed off with adel to shop.

whoo from orchard to marina.

bought a quiksilver slipper. goodbye $37!

saw grass and angxin.

suppose to go watch fireworks together,

but they couldn't squeeze in.

aww man =/

oh and i spent more than 12hrs today with adel!

hoho. okay, surprisingly -.-

going to bintan tomorrow.

uh yay? nah.

i so so so dont wanna go ):

sigh. screams.

JUST GO AND HAVE FUN LA VANESSA! zzz.

I Played @ 10:57 PM

c0mments!

won scgs today (:

can't remember the score though.

played like shit-crap today.

i knew what to do up there in my mind.

but just couldn't control myself.

"get across half court" was all that i was thinking.

slacked at the back, watching my teammates fight.

oh shit you vanessa, can jolly well go home and sleep la.

sarah left me a 6-7cm long scratch on my left arm.

and sara used her ass to pump my jees.

boo. ouch. pain.

scored only 2pts for nuts today. sigh =/

uh get all your damn fastbreaks in vanessa.

screams.

flew out of court today.

think i slide at least 2meters away from the baseline.

wee sliding and turning away is fun =x

but yes, HOT! -.-

burn my ass only. loL!

i dont exactly feel happy that we won today.

just glad that we made it through to top8.

raa i so so so want scgs in top8 too la. fuck. sorry gf ):

hopefully we'l play well on monday.

yes, we still need to win, and fight for zheng men.

jiayou team anglican! ^^

cross country tomorrow.

ahh~ 1.6km is already enough to kill me let alone 2.4km.

should i pon? or just walk through?

well, all i want is my 'A' anyway.

bring, bring, bring it on! RAA!

tomorrow morning's weather forecast -- heavy rain with thunder! (:

halleujah ; anglican high rejoice.
especially vanessa the big fat slacker =x

I Played @ 6:03 PM

c0mments!

Living life wondering why

is it not as passive as it seems

Taking time to say goodbye

is like one tear against a thousand dreams

Falling with freedom

chained to their own wings

without liberty to spare

without a voice to sing

reality is to dream

and my dreams hold true

with a syllable and a single word

fragmented all the way through

All the wasted tears

over broken dreams and lost years

bolted down by a wrong intuitin

shattered minds in lost conditions

Liberty is captured

and my hands are tied, my mind is rapture

and life keeps dragging on

Questioning my own existence

free to live or free to die

do i care to sing or care to lie

i guess the answers lie within myself

where all my dreams that never came true

dance through my lonely deserted mind

something i just will never find

Another day will pass

another month will last

the world will keep on turning

and here i will be

wondering what life would ever bring me.

Calling the nights when all was truth

songs were sung by wasted youth

holding onto what reality did lack

with both eyes closed but looking back

that's life.

I Played @ 10:19 PM

c0mments!

training is getting more and more slack.

hooray (:

we are suppose to train extreme hard at this point of time.

but coach isn't doing so. why?

had dinner with team at 85.

then, went down to redhill to return the jerseys and trophy.

argh feel so dumb.

travel all the way down and back home

zzz -.-

omg. i ate super alot today.

screams.

all my effort burning away all the calories this afternoon went down the drain.

oh well =/

live to eat, dont eat to live. YES! ^^

people all around are saying
"nygh, scgs, zhonghua, bedoknorth, whitley, raffles, chungcheng and dunman will get into top8."

where in the world is ANGLICAN HIGH?

~~sigh oh sigh.~~

may allah amitofo amen bless us.

I Played @ 8:33 PM

c0mments!

english lesson rock the most, oral.

was so obvious the picture given was a public dental demostration.

yet, tengrui said it was selling curry chicken -.-

valentino said it was selling ice cream -.-

and aaron said it was food ration -.-

laughs.

then, we started horny talks about oral sex.

and nckoh had no clue what we were talking about at all.

screams. shes so dumb la =x

the questions we pop to her already made it so obvious yet she stil dont know.

hahaha.

suppose to have 2hrs free period cause mrtay didnt come.

but mr kwang offered to teach the whole class.

so yes, sian ):

he talks very slowly and super mono-tone.

yawn. couldn't take it.

wonder how the boys bare with him every friday for 2 hours.

was given $3 worth coupon for recess today.

and i only used $1.50.

uhh how dumb. zzz.

science was as usual, a chit-chat lesson.

think the class's gonna flunk physics.

hoho. well, no surprise =/

zhoulaoshi came to take over chinese lesson since zls is in the hospital.

swear he can't teach for nuts la.

happily slept through his lesson ^^

didnt go down to clementi after school at last.

instead, went shopping with botin clara alex at parkway.

haha. i dont know why, but we wont run out of things to talk about despite the fact that we talk to each other everyday from morning to night =P

took bus15 home together wif alex and clara.

sian. training tomorrow!

and i've got so much homework to do, and tests to revise.

stress! ahh~ x_X

I Played @ 6:48 PM

c0mments!

christchurch, won (:

75-10

no fouls. played only 2quaters.

sigh. oh well =/

match today wasnt like a game at all.

coach was at the other court watching nygh n scgs play.

he didnt even talk to us.

so we just play what we wanted to play.

only during end of each quater he'l walk back and appoint who to play -.-

so yes, soon the bench was empty.

all went over to watch cause the points were so close.

nygh won by4pts at last i think.

cheeros gf! (:

I Played @ 9:18 PM

c0mments!

3hrs of show today.

eyes almost pop-ed out staring at those screen.

managed to get away with all the homework i owed.

phew~

left school once the bell rang.

hoho! guai rt.

BUT, i went to cut my hair with yantze =x

whoo! now i dont feel HOT.

went home, bathed then went down to tenage to play bball.

balled with anying, xiumin, liyue, jiexin, xuejun, valerie, weisan, vivian, yantze and singhong.

all left at 8. so yes, headed homeee!

first national's game with christchurch tomorrow.

yay (:

JIAYOU TEAM ANGLICAN!

I Played @ 5:07 PM

c0mments!

hoho! joke of the day in class.

"sit on your training towel or jersey when your butt itch."

where's the logic mr.lohtengrui?

what a long day today.

had chinese remedial after school.

can say it's the most fun and slack remedial ever?

loL! =x

never mind. that's good. dont complain, vanessa.

training after that.

basically shootg, formation and defence.

hope we'l play well this thurs (:

had mac for dinner at bedok.

then bus down to botin's house.

cant believe i went la.

was already so near to home.

oh well =/

arrived.

walkd frisky, watch tv and homeee -.-

YAWN!

lit chi maths homework undone.

screams.

I Played @ 11:46 PM