chances vs choices;

c0mments!

ok i think im rather abnormal.
fact that i havent sleep yet since yesterday, but im still not tired till now =/
gonna be like a ZOMBI tomorrow!

I Played @ 2:45 AM

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whoo! last through the night/morning without dozing off with sarah! (:

and grandma says im crazy cause i didnt sleep?

went over to grandpa's house at 9.

damn far?! no la JURONG only -.-

dad siblings all came. prayed, then slacked there.

dad left for his golf game. so me and mum took a train down to orchard.

shopshopshop. bought 2 jeans! (:

saw sara jasmin and simin.

mum left for dinner at amk with aunty judy and uncle daryl.

so i took a train down to simei, and over to tengrui's house.

had dinner at his house.

whoots! watched SeeNoEvil on his new 37 inch tv (:

damn shiokkk ah!

haha anyway, we were damn sadist!

laughing away when those people got killed.

though it was super gore! loL =x M18?

shoot some hoops, then his dad drove us to 85 market.

bought carrotcake. then dad came to pick me home.

whoots! movie+countdown+stayover with sarah sara shuwen huiting yushi tomorrow.

but apparently we got nowhere to stay o.0

sigh. thought i could give it up =/

I Played @ 11:28 AM

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nicole says:

bimbos are stupid!

nicole say:

im a smart bimbo!

ok, you can IGNORE the smart =P

yes nicole you're such a bimbo with p.i.n.k braces!

didnt go training today.

they got their jerseys already. and i heard its damn big.

shit i bought M but S is already big for alex and shes taller than me? =/

met tengrui at sportslink sales.

ok very disappointing. so didnt buy anything at last.

took a cab down to orchard. waited damn long -.-

anyway, it was a noob cabbie. bring us go one big round, thus the fare was WOAH.

shopped at fareast.

bought 2boxers and a jeans (:

then trained down to cityhall. walked over to penisular.

bought a adidas shoe and jacket (:

then, we headed home.

ok, so i spent a total of $230 today =x

I Played @ 10:31 PM

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ok, basically i rotted my day away at home.

and the rain seems so discouraging ): i dont wanna go out!

yawn training tomorrow at 930.

sooo early! ><

I Played @ 10:46 PM

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hahaha thank you sarahcheongyiwen for making me laugh sooo much tonight with your Thoughts & lousy hanyupinyin, which you tried to correct but stil got it wrong at last =x loL!

I Played @ 1:37 AM

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ok, went for the game at last.

but i was late =x couldnt wake up cause i didnt manage to fall asleep till 6am?

yesyes got alot to think. especially at night when nothing occupies my mind.

ok won by 2pts. without botin?

amazing. though we'd lose.

score 20pts (: four 3pts. whoots!

yay jiangsen is back.

bathed, changed. took bus31 down to tm for dinner with shok clara steph alex jol at macs.

hahaha shok can meow like a cat damn well =x

took bus31 again to ite simei after that.

watched the game with nybballers+shuwen&nicole.

korea lost by 2pts to taipei.

japan lost by 2pts to china.

zz suck shit i want korea and japan to win =/

so, china 1st japan 2nd taipei 3rd korea 4th.

end of FibaCup.

headed home straight after that.

concern friends of mine out there!

im okayyy (: hahaha.

I Played @ 11:02 PM

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"i'm sorry if i gave you any wrong hints. but it was what i felt was right at that time.."

well, guess this is going out to me? i suppose.

I Played @ 2:38 AM

c0mments!

cant believe ive decided to do this... sigh ):
got woken up by jasper's call.

took bus down to simei ite.

hmm got quite shit seats today cause its at the side =/

japan and china won (:

zz i dont want china to win. korea should win!

anyway, finals tomorrow. japan and china.

whoo gogo YOSHIDA! ^^

took bus2 to bedok after that.

had dinner at the market with tengrui kenneth yicheng jasper julian chunyong and another guy.

all left. took bus60 home.

zz game with anderson tomorrow.

ok, think i'l just die on court if i play.

so game's gonna be without me and botin.

I Played @ 11:56 PM

c0mments!

last night as i lay sleeping, a vision came to my mind.

it was of me and you, my love. a wondrous sight to see.

and in the dream my love, i reached and touched your face.

i clasped your hand in mine, and felt your warm embrace.

i pressed my lips to yours so lightly, to taste your kiss so sweet.

you held me for a minute. in this moment that did fleet.

i wakened from the dream, with a thought of you that stayed with me throughout the day, and never once did fade.

so here we stand, with a million stars between us.
as others settled in your life, i've become so insignificant.

i want those beautiful days to appear in our lives again.

i'd go on my knees, scream my lungs out just to get to you.

cause you're all i wanted, all i needed.

looking back at all the things i've done,

i was just trying t be someone who cared.

i didnt mean to fall in love with you.

i've been addicted to you, cant you see?

though i may not say it quite as much as i should,

but when i say i love you darling that means for good.

so take my hand and hold on tight.

in the world if anything should happen to you,

babe you know i'd be there for i had never left, even when we're worlds apart.

here's one thing from the bottom of my heart,

is everything i do, i do for you, my one and only beloved.

I Played @ 2:32 AM

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MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

ok, went over to sara's house at last. sarah and jasmin came over too.

watched scary movie 4 and what a girl wants.

wee yay manage to stay up through out while the rest doze off =x

didnt sleep well. woke up every other 20mins.

cause of some reasons... =/

headed home at 11. thank you tengrui, for accompanying me to talk on the phone while i took that lonely bus58 home.

wash up, took a quick shower then dad drove me and mum to yck for xmas lunch with childhood friends!

ok, thank god i didnt have hangover this time. last year was h.o.r.r.i.b.l.e ):

hmm weikim didnt turn up again. guess shes rather busy with school work.

super lots of things to eat. spag, laksa, pie, turkey, sushi, logcake, salad and jellies ^^

slept at the gym corner. aw dan's squishy stomach damn nice to sleep on =P

got food for gifts exchange this year.

walked over to jamie's house with graci after the majority left.

whoo my dvds paradise! shes got a thousand and one la.

cant believe i actually look through one by one.

took 7 dvds =x its gonna come in handy for movie marathon!

dad drop me off at tengrui's house after that.

wenxin limeng yicheng were there too.

watched pulse and hardcandy. both the show's boring! =/

left with SeeNoEvil to watch.

dad came to pick me home after that.

havent been feeling well since last night.

down with flu and fever now.

zz suck shitz! why must all $%@!#(*&^ things befall at the same time -.-

all i needed was just a lil of your love.

I Played @ 11:59 PM

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accompanied bro to get his hair cut in the noon.

then went down to simei and met tengrui at eastpoint.

borrowed some dvds and went over his house to watch Love Actually.

hoho soft porn! ok, its showing on tv tonight i think?

walked back to simei after that to meet leeying. then train down together to dhouby ghaut to meet denise and yantze.

headed to meet weiyang. walked over to his church.

was kinda early so walked across the road to eat macs and back to the church to watch the performance.

the play's not bad. but think dan's one was better =x

anyway weiyang did well for his keyboard! (:

took bus65 home after that with denise and yantze.

ok, xmas is just tomorrow. and it doesnt feel like it.

sigh i wanna get out of house.

feel like a loser staying at home. zz -.-

all i want you to do, is be my love.

I Played @ 11:57 PM

c0mments!

talked on the phone with tr till 4am.

woke up at 1215 and i rushed down to school for training.

hahaha manage to get away with the 20rounds+stairs, situps, pushups and jump-steps! =x cause i was playing for the cdiv against uh... Changkat Primary?!

zz coach was damndamndamn biased la. suckiest refree ever!

they fouled like a million times and he didnt blow.

argh super pissed! can just throw my shoe in his face.

did some drills, then played with the ex-national players.

won 1 game out of 3?

but, its the FIRST time we won them!

hahaha yay (: scored 8pts for that game. whoots!

bathed. then bus down to iteeast to watch the fiba cup with meimei.

wanted to catch Japan and China but training ended too late, so couldnt catch ):

oh anyway Japan won by 3pts.

YOSHIDA! (: omg. idol!

taipei won thailand, and korea won india.

gossiped alot with jiayan. haha and i know her secret now =x

went over to simei for dinner with tr after that.

wanted dad to pick me up at his house, but apparently his drunk? =/

so i cabbed home instead.

was dying of a horrible terrible BAD headache.

felt as though my brain's gonna explode any second =x

fact of the day : eat 1hour after training or else you'l gain weight! =P

though voices keep telling me to move on.

I Played @ 11:36 PM

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THANK YOU tengrui, for killing time with me today.

ok, im repaying you now by entertaining you on the phone =P

and im reading my post to you, so you dont have to check it out. haha!

met tr at tamp.

and i found much cooler water bottles at Kiddy Palace!

then went to get cash from my bro at metro.

hahaha my walking ATM ^^

was looking for gifts, but couldnt find. aw my cute lil tigger ):

train down to whitesands.

saw lots of nice scary dvds at videoezy.

whoots! shall go tengrui's house for a movie marathon someday soon.

had cavana for dinner.

then train down to Bedok to meet jamie and her friend.

went to watch danitza, sue-ean and sophia performance at their church together with graci.

hahaha dan can act as a bimbo damn well la.

its SO HER! x=

had supper with graci jamie and her friend at 85.

jamie and friend cabbed home. then uncle francis came to pick graci home and gave me a lift to the busstop.

yawn got training tomorrow! =/

give me half the chance, i'll make it better than before, better than beautiful.

I Played @ 11:15 PM

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cheongyiwen, im gonna brainwash you!

haha quick go plan movie marathon =P

my dvds and amusing news are waiting. hoho =x

so i'll just hang around, and find some things to do. to take my mind off missing you.

I Played @ 2:13 AM

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buy 3 nights, get 1 night free inclusive of dinner and breakfast?

ok, was suppose to reach singapore yesterday night.

but thailand airport got some stupid system error, and they over sell the tickets by 6?!

so wasnt able to take the flight back yesterday ):

well, felt as though we're stuck in thailand forever.

hmm had to stay there for another night -.- zz.

anyway, bangkok was fun.

saw the youth team and mrsgoh there!

oh such a small world (:

just got back in the noon.

unpack everything, and went down to semei ite to watch the fiba cup.

whoo taipei and korea was a good game.

dad came to pick me home. gave sara sarah xiaoqian a lift to the mrt and anying home.

zz boring day tomorrow =/ sigh.

I Played @ 10:52 PM

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hahaha! okay, i got 2hr 30mins to sleep!

gotta wake up at 4am? leave house by 5am? cause my flight's at 7am?

zz okay what shit timing -.-

oh anyway, im leaving for bangkok.

will be back on wednesday night.

think i'l touch down at 11pm (:

yup. takecare people!

I Played @ 1:17 AM

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got woken up by ivan's call.

had lunch home, then dad drove me to school.

suppose to bring home my sec3 books, but the stadium was lock =/

zz stupid waste my time!

ok, then dad dropped me off at limeng's new house.

whoots! very big. haha (: quite alot of people went.

jasper, yicheng, liangkai, tengrui, ivan, edmund, cheongheng, ben, hongkai, kenneth, weehoe, julian, chunyong, leeying, wenjia, andrea.

yup had fun ^^ left at 520 to go toapayoh for match.

heh won nanyang (:

that stupiddd refree damn ass la. so many things never blow!

~!&^#(@$%*

even coach says i can do a better job =D

went back to toapayoh central for dinner at macs.

haha sat there and gossiped for 2hours till 1030 =x

took bus8 home with meimei chewpeng sek.

hoho gossiped of course, without fail =P

I Played @ 11:55 PM

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was super early for training.

so went to shoot some hoops.

whoots! not bad. very hot today (:

hmm training was damn boring and slack.

did physical and basics only.

collected my school books. damn heavy! so i left it in bball locker.

cabbed to tengrui's house after that to drop off his books and take a shower.

then, cabbed down together to budget terminal to send the youth team off.

hahaha. ok, first time at budget terminal! =x really damn budget.

took the shuttle bus over to T2. had burgerking for lunch.

then trained down to bugis.

heh bought a bag and a pants (:

slacked around till 630 then headed to toapayoh.

met sek and chewpeng at the mrt. took bus down together to toapayoh south cc.

wee im Anglican's team manager! =x

ok la whatever. take water and towel -.-

anyway, we won! ^^ by 2pts.

like whooo finally after so many years we defeated them.

took bus8 home after that with sek chewpeng meimei jol.

gossiped damndamn alot! =x hahaha.

ok, got to know something super amusing that me and sek laugh till we couldnt breathe properly. lol!

wee yay i shall go watch the game tomorrow night.

then we can gossip again? =P

I Played @ 11:37 PM

c0mments!

ok, didnt watch ghost ship at last yesterday night.

cant believe i fell asleep while replying a sms.

so funny. like typetypetype half way and zzzZZzzz.

woke up at 8?

ok, so early. i dont know whatsoever for either.

ate breakfast then went back to sleep =x

ahh fattening!

woke up again at 11 and watched ghost ship.

ok, it isnt scary at all!

find it stupid cause i dont belive in ghost? haha.

well, and basically i spend my day away doing nothing at home other than eateateat chatchatchat and slackslackslack.

thats gonna cause me 2kg. screamsss.

so a day when you've lost yourself completely

could be a night when your life ends.

I Played @ 5:04 PM

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omg lisian transfered over to nanchiau?!

heh anyway we won by 29pts.

ok, didnt play much today.

didnt perform well either. scored only 9pts? =/

sigh.

woah their main5 not bad with fion huishi lisian huiwen xiayu.

had training after that.

then play 5on5.

joined the cdiv team and played against b+adiv.

got trashed so badly, i dont wanna mention about it.

bus down to tamp with mag jo steph alex shihui sek.

then mag jo steph went home.

headed to pastamania for dinner.

ok, didnt finish my food like always =x

well, had a fun time with shihui and sek though. hahaha!

went home after that. drop my bag and off to geylang serai.

heh scgs won zhss. so they're in the semis but sara wont be playing. aww.

bnss and rgs game got postponed to tomorrow due to the rain.

damn. wasted my time. stupiddd rain!

took bus21 home with xiumin liyue jasmine.

super paiseh. cause xiumin felt a worm in her shoe and she screamed!

hoho and everyone at the busstop stared =x

think i shall watch ghost ship later.

since i got nothing to do tomorrow so i can sleep late!

thats provided i can stay awake =x

hahaha chuasimin finally won me in minesweeper after 100games.

so her percentage of winning me is 1%! =P

tell me, tell me just how. what am I supposed to do, right now?

I Played @ 10:39 PM

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had training in the morn.

almost died. after eating so much at taiwan =x

and we had only ONE pathetic break through out that non-stop full court running for 3hours -.-

played 5on5 with a+cdiv. and botak says we're very w.o.l.s =/

well, feel that we may have a chance if train under him.

went home after that.

ate lunch then bus down to geylang serai to watch match.

scgs bnss rgs zhss won.

dad came to pick me home after that.

watched one hour photo. quite boring, very bad story line.

match with nanchiau tomorrow.

goddd they got fion! ><

and even when your hope is gone, move along.

I Played @ 11:11 PM

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whoo just flew back to singapore last night.

hahaha was very enjoyable at taiwan (:

thanks team, juniors, class bball boys and seniors for the wonderful week.

ok, spent till i was bankrupt.

left with only 100 taibi which is $5? lol =x

went over to sara's house in the evening to watch her sleep?

haha no la was meddling with her stuffs =x

woke her up at 6. and she was like "eh? when you come one?"

ok, super blur. damn cute. haha.

then she continue sleeping till 630 and realised shes late for her game.

so rushrushrush her dad to drop us off at nanyanggirlshigh.

was just on time for the game.

hoho. ok, they got trashed kinda badly.

30plus - 100plus? i think.

jasmine drove me home after that.

hahaha damn cute la she drive. so much sound effect =x

I Played @ 11:10 PM

c0mments!

HAHAHA! at the airport now (:

will be gone to Taiwan till sunday.

wee takecare people!

aww i'l miss you (:

I Played @ 12:04 PM

c0mments!

hahaha finished my show at 4am.

went to bed and woke up at 630 to go have breakfast with tr limeng ivan at simpang.

ok, everyone was half awake. dead tired.

cabbed up to school. bought school books.

woah damn expensive! $196?

hahaha and i spent away the money already.

diedie i need to rob money from the bank. x_X

went 85 market with limeng ivan jasper to eat dessert after that.

then back to school to watch Bboys match.

be ref again, with jasper. and it was damn stressful!

blow, get killed. dont blow, also get killed.

worst. blow WRONGLY, woah i dont wanna know what will happen.

hahaha but of course they wont la.

Bboys lost.

bus home alone after that.

then went to cut hair.

zz ahh no more hair already! ):

nothing to do. so i Enjoyed Life at home.

lying on the bed with the beauty of aircon watching A Cinderella Story, talking on the phone and of course, snacks+drinks.

loL! won chuasimin in minesweeper again.

we've play so many game already but she havent won a single game.

hoho loserrr =P

bestie and grace came over around 930.

watch some gangster video.

damn dumb and waste of time =/

packed my luggage after left.

hmm ok, a few more stuffs to go in and DONE (:

so ready for taiwan. haha!

boring sunday again tomorrow! -.-

I Played @ 11:53 PM

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morn call sara sarah shuwen nicole today at 6am!

but only nicole failed to wake up. haha.

was early for the match today.

so, sat down and chitchat with seniors.

heh gonna buy extra jersey (:

shall take no.5 and 7! haha.

since i wont be getting it next year nor in 'o8.

then, be ref for Cdiv game.

juniors was losing all the way until last quat.

they won by 4pts at last ^^

our game today wasnt that bad.

much better than the scgs game, of course.

scored 21pts! whoots ^^

well, yuying's quite a solid team.

bathed, then bus down to tampine with tr and botin.

wanted to eat sakae buffet but was too late.

had pizza hut at last.

damn full. couldnt finish and had to dabao =x

wanted to catch a movie.

but everyones' got financial crisis.

oh well. so, didnt watch ):

went shopping instead and i wasted money on that dumb Pez.

cabbed down to tr's house.

sat on his massage chair. and it was like paradise.

cause me and botin were aching like crazy =/

watched some basketball comedy movie.

hahaha. ivan and limeng came over after the show.

then i cabbed home with botin.

whoo tr treat! bestest kor ^^

hahaha im going to watch Goal! now.

heard its quite a nice show.

=D

I Played @ 11:34 AM