woah my blog is somewhat dead i shall try my best to revive it.

but my days have been a total waste of time recently =/

there isnt anything to blog about.

didnt go to school today. cause i know its going to be a waste of time. but i got nothing to do staying at home either.

i shall go meet up with bestie later! :D havent seen her for a looonglong time.

oh anyway, i flunked both my humanities.

i think i am a very science person, i should have taken triple science =P (hahaha! my ass i'll just die of stress and pressure that the people in the class will give me. i'd probably just give up and dont want to study anymore. its so demoralizing to be last in class all the time.)

but i dont understand why the school thinks that triple science people are the smarter ones? o.0

we both still take 8 subjects. what makes them so special that the school loves and adores them so much?!

and its wrong of them to have a mentality that sports student are stubborn & playful and dont want to study.

and its even much more wrong for them to think that students who came in through dsa/ transferred in are going to be at the bottom of the cohort all the time.

hello?? i think we're much more hardworking.

just that we're too tired at times our brains just cant generate.

and you cant blame us for dozing off in class.

why do we even bother to train so hard? ever wonder why?

isnt it all because of the school's glory.

yet the school isnt being understanding at all.

with just the non-sports group alone, you think Anglican High can be where it is today?

like what mr ben tan said : 'Expectations' is the darnest 4 syllable word in the english language. You gain an interest, work hard, do well in something. The next time around, you do the same. But after a few cycles of being passionate about what you do and doing well, people around you start expecting you to produce that same result. You feel the weight of your success upon your shoulders. You lose that interest, but you continue ploughing through your task because it has become a sheer duty. It is a passion killer.

but i must admit, training is also part of keeping us physically fit and trains our mental strength to be much more determined.

woah okok so much so ranting about my results, i linked to something else.

anyway, my L1R5 this term is 28.

and im actually much glad that it didnt go more than 30.

ok, i know its totally outrageous. i am utterly dissappointed in myself.

subjects that i put in so much effort into studying turned out to be the worst =/

maybe i shouldnt study at all, then i can get all my A1 ( aha my wishful thinking -.- get a lifeee man vanessatan.)

but i think overall my class didnt do well at all.

L1R5 = 20 is already 10th in my class.

hoho ok Kelyn and i are going to start revision at least 2months before EOYs.

anyway people out there, if you dont know.. EOYs is going to be earlier this year cause there's no more first-3months-to-JCs.

which means O'lvls will start earlier and we got to get done with marking & checking of scripts before olvls :D

perhaps eoy holis would be extended? woohoo!!

well, just to update what ive been doing for the past 3 days. hahahaha =x

monday.. we had leadership workshop. and its the most boring one evereverever. i think that guy intend to make us SIT there and listen to him talk for 7hours.

thank god i was smart, i ran away during lunch break =x

hehehe went to meet Kelyn at tampines mall with cihui after that.

accompanied her to buy her pants, ate prata then went home.

tuesday.. woke up at 5am to get to the airport by 6am to send juniors off.

woah i bet they're gonna have a fun time there like we did last year! =P

except those who went with us last year.

5 more days and they're gonna be back!

i shall go receive them back on tuesday night. 11pm?

trained back to school with melinda and we headed off for our JB trip together as a class.

well i guess its trips like that, that we show our care and concern for each other. maybe you dont realise it, but you do sub-consciously (:

and it was fun-filling to have mrbentan at our lunch table :D

malaysia would be a nightmare for me if i had to stay there.

for just that 1hour of walking i was already whining and complaining like an old granny, i think everyone else couldnt stand me =x

the oil plantation was horribly filled with flies. everywhere you go, there would be at least 20 flies around you. buzzzzz...

BUT i want to thank the people for giving in to me, for putting up with my ridiculous demands, my endless complaints.

wednesday.. was a waste of time in school.

we had career fair. but i didnt get myself really involved in the activity.

so chikoong, adeline, melinda, jiehui and i stayed in class and played daidee.

well, it gets pretty annoying when someone bitches about sports classes.

so, this oh-so-sm...STUPID coucillor bitch about us in front of Wankee.

too bad he was so dumb he didnt know that she was a sport student too.

but hey if you're reading this, say it into my face if you have the guts to.

i bet you'll pee into your pants even before you say anything.

i can get you fired with just my one simple sentence.

till then, your 4years of sucking up with the discipline master would go down the drain. no more cca points for you. aw how sad! (:

was told to stay back in school till 4pm to conduct our skill test and show the 400 directors of other schools what our training is like.

so we ran and ran and ran and ran till 4, nobody came by the stadium at all.

argh waste of my time!

had dinner at 85 with clara adeline melinda jiehui.

then headed down to the airport to send sarah nicole charmaine danitza off.

dining with the sc team was embarrassing yet funny.

hahaha and i need to conclude that Joy is a mrt-idiot =x

what a long post!