chances vs choices;

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hohoho! the first post is o.b.v.i.o.u.s.l.y not me.

anyway the past few days were super fun i got so much to blog about especially yesterday night.

hahaha how funny cheng was i almost died of stomache.

but too bad im super sick, i've got no mood to blog.

i shall go sleep now.

goodnight world, till then.

I Played @ 10:26 PM

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AHH TO THINK I WAS SO DAMN PROUD THAT I AM NOT IN ANY BRIDGING!

STUPID ANNOYING DISGUSTING LILYKOH CALLED MY UP HOUSE TODAY AND WENT,

:hello may i speak to Vanessa?

;uh, speaking.

:why didnt you come for bridging today?

;huh! i in bridging meh!

:yes, you fail literature right? you got 42 only.

;ya, so?

:your form teacher didnt inform you?

;uh, no? i dont want to know either.

:ok, now you know. see you tomorrow at lecture room2, 750am.

;bye.

wthhh! so freaking early for allahamitofoamen sake!

crap and i got training later in the day =/

zz.

i dread seeing lilykoh i shall go her class and SLEEP :D

i dont see how you can bridge lit in 7days?

hahaha what a joke -.-

I Played @ 10:21 PM

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HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOO. I THINK VANESSA YEAP ROCKS. SHE'S LIKE SUPER DUPER NICE.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

I Played @ 4:35 PM

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ohyes, SC cup is canceled for us cause coach wont be in country on that day.

so yah =/ its off. FUCK!

I Played @ 10:56 PM

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3G's sales today was pretty good!

we're suppose to sell till 1pm but we finished selling everything by 11am :D

hahaha very unexpected but im proud of 3G!

training after school today was damn boring.

it was just running running running, then formation and over!

headed down to sbc with zoe tingyi and chim to help with the u16 selection.

coach allows me to kick people out! haha quite cool :D

but everyones standard is all about the same. super headache, dont know who to kick.

sunday's last day of selections. all the best!

science centre tomorrow with bio clan (:

hahaha i think DNA would be damn interesting.

well at least it beats staying in school and have dialogue with drboon.

oh misscheong is full of shit. why in the donkey world must she care how i sit huh?!

NIGHT TRAINING TOMORROW :D

i am looking forward!

I Played @ 10:38 PM

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oh i had companies when i was bathing just now!

2 BIG FAT LIZARDS!

hahaha i took photos of them but apparently im too tired and lazy to post it.

but the funny thing was it fell into my pail and it was swimming!

howww adorable! :D

ok, bed time! goodnight world.

I Played @ 11:03 PM

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school was super fun today! it was worth the $5 :D and 3G girls somehow somewhat got more bonded!

we learnt how to fight today, and some whacking with a weapon thing.

3G was totally out numbered please, we only had 13 people. but we played well!

the game was pretty much like rugby (:

i only remember myself squashing and sitting on people who fell flat onto the floor, and stuffing the stick into my shirt to protect it =x

i still like the finale game! basketball+badminton vs netball+tabletennis.

i wonder how # and # worked together. haaa!

the whacking part was fun when the basketball girls got to whack the whole sec3 boys!especially if there is someone you hate sooo much.

but anyhow, i know my teammates dont really mix with the other class people let the boys.

so yes the only one that was for sure you want to whack was non other than ShangBo.

adeline and denise got to whack him. yantze and i didnt :(

wahh wasted chanced to express how much i hate him.

waited for yeap after school, i was dying of gastric while playing her ds.

bused to her house, went for lunch and i saw sherylmoo!

went over to esps and waited for yeap's sister.

hahaha i seriously get amused by lil kids damn easily. yicheng's an exception though.

i shall conclude that her sister got ball sense and would be a potential bballer!

but whateverrr she's in choir and she wants to come to ahs (i dont know why?)

counted money the whole evening.

i think i should be choir's treasurer. someone just cant count money for nuts.

to think i even doubt what i counted and re-counted.

ahh lala i havent got my hair cut yet! and it is highly irritating now =/

ok, by this week i WILL cut it!

oh i hope enterprise day tomorrow would be fun!

I Played @ 10:11 PM

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Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong.

I Played @ 11:59 PM

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i've got superduper extremely alot of hairrr! (ok, at least to me)

i havent cut for almost 2 months?

ok fact that i cut every month, this time round its considered looong.

i think the whole world is complaing that my hair is super flat

hahaha it isnt my fault that i dont want to go!

firstly, im waiting for sarahcheong to ask me go cut.

secondly, i want my hair to grow longer.

thirdly, i've got no time to go and cut la!

i shall make an effort to get it done by.. this week! :D

I Played @ 11:48 PM

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some Loser (i shall not reveal your identity) called to tell me that the date of SC cup's changed to the 14th Nov!

i swear i am going to skin her alive if she changes the date again, and my teammate happen to not be in country!

OK SO YES, TEAMMATES/JUNIORS PLEASE TAKE NOTE! AND TELL ME ASAP IF YOU'RE FREE ON 14TH OF NOV!

school was boring today, but time flew pass super quickly.

3G's gonna sell muahchee, fishball and cocktail for enterprize day.

Bentwy calls it CHEAPO cause there isnt much preparation to do except muahchee =x

anyhow, no one has the time to go prepare something pretty&nice.

oh i think i am going to volunteer myself to help out with the AIDS thingy.

but i hope training doesnt flood me to death even before i can help others.

and it's gonna be oh-so-fun cause 3G babes are all going together! :D

the rest of the day in school was movie-in-church.

watched Pursuit Of Happiness, but i watched it before already so i slept my way through =x

2H'06 gonna have a bbq this sunday (i think) at east coast park.

and another bbq on the 24 Nov for 3G.

ahh mygod bbq is like air pollution and f.a.t.t.e.n.i.ng!

i wanna go to bentwy house cause he stays super near to vienna i can pop by (:

but whatever i doubt anyone would want to go all the way to upp bukit timah =/

training today was kinda slack. but my muscle ache made it feel so disgustingly painful to run.

i made tingyi and adeline mark the point guards today =x i am so sorry!

ok anyway, i think its like for the time being only.

i am so so so prepared to die when holidays start.

oh and did i mention that i've got training on monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday and saturday?

how exciting, indeed -.-

over to parkway with botin for dinner at fish&co.

we almost exploded eating cause someone insisted on eating her Sotong.

so yes, there was massively alotalot of left over.

walked around parkway, over to the library and home!

tomorrow's sports enrichment day!

i wonder what are we gonna do.

and with my muscles aching terribly now i seriously got no mood for whatsoever sports enrichment.

i dont mind sitting in the class and listen to my ipod all day long and play yeap's ds (:

ok, i shall stop thinking of all the impossibles!

oh we have to clear our desk and lockers by tomorrow. i wonder how am i going to move everything home in one day. =/ hahaha!

till then.

I Played @ 10:09 PM

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its funny how was Dew fell flat onto the bed right after the rugby game last night. and how vienna woke up to ask us the results but forgot the next day.

went to meet sophia together in the noon at orchard to shop.

everyone went home empty handed except dew.

ok no, except me cause her clothings still in my bag. i hope i remember to bring for her on tuesday =x

went to catch Slingers in the evening. met joho and cheng at the mrt, and we walked a long long way to the indoor stadium.

i swear i almost died walking so far, climbing up over head bridges and everything.

anyway, slingers lost AGAIN.

we spent more of our time looking at amusing kids instead of the game. haha! =x

bused down to dhouby ghaut for dinner with dew vienna sophia.

then we headed home.

thankyou girls for today :D

see you xing qi er!

I Played @ 10:43 PM

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hohoho ok im at vienna's house now.
i dont know where she disappeared to, but her handphone's buzzing away its so annoying. dew's bathing and i smell niceee food :D
blog hopping like night was so exciting we manage to crack alotalot of secret codes that got us all so high and amused.
watched she's the man till 3am, then Rugby!
it wasnt as interesting as i expected it to be cause it was all penalty.

ok, gotta go! laters.

I Played @ 11:49 AM

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vienna's making me super bored!

i'm like all ready to go out of my house an hour ago.

but i just realise she's still having ballet till 10pm =/

ahh i hope my dad dont get fed up and decide not to fetch me over cause its freaking far.

and Yeap is being annoying, she isnt replying me online :(

oh my mum gave me a full body massage just now.

i feel super good now though its still aching but it isn't that bad :D

mummy daddy i loveee you :D

I Played @ 9:50 PM

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i am dying of massive bodyaches from consecutive trainings this week.

i swear my muscles gonna grow an inch thicker or so. oh dear that means muscle mass = heavier?! screamsss.

i want to sit on my osim chair and never ever out of it.

i think i should bring it over to Vienna's house later.

oh yes, im going vienna's house to watch rugby at.. 3am(?!) with dew :D

training today was the slackest ever ever since year start.

coach says all of us pongchek already so she dont want to make us run like mad.

hahaha and i realise her language is damn funny you can die of laughing.

AND YAY WE'RE GOING THAILAND :D

ok it isnt going to thailand part that is yay, but going with the team is Yay!

I Played @ 7:32 PM

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vanessatanxinyi the slacker-dong went to school at 130! how smarttt :D

but i went for the sake of Bio only.

the side gate was still locked somehow somewhat at 1pm, i saw alot of lower sec students trying to climb out. hahaha how funny.

happily walked up the hill and everyone gave me that "why in the world are you going to school only now?!" look.

anyway, i missed out on the financial thingy.

clara said its damn boring and a waste of time but some said it was fun.

i got no interest in that anyway.

mrchua claims that he wants a v.a.l.i.d reason for those who missed the chinese mock exams. and that obviously targets yours truly.

"i didn't go to school today cause i... wanted to skip the test?"

i'd probably end up with 3 demerit point and destroy my beautiful clean record since sec1.

hahaha anyway, it isnt totally my fault.

the slingers thing ended quite late yesterday, by the time we got home it was near 12.

no surprised if we oversleep!

then again, how come the others can wake up but i cant?

cause im just me, i like to sleep. but haha anyhow i manage to wake up la cause some kukudong msged me telling me that dear jasper's hair got caught.

its just me and my mindset, cause i decided not to go to school the previous night =x

bio class with 3B was.. HAHA i dont know to comment or not.

ahh who care this is my blog i shall comment what i want to i dont care if you're unhappy with me or not.

3B's damn damn noisy! we appeared like angels.

but it was pretty interesting to have lesson with a triple science class :D

went tampines mall with Clara-.-, mingyue and joan.

ok i know its damn weird and off that we went out but hahahaha its was really like that?

well, clara and i insisted on eating fish&co. but they wanted ljs.

so we sat there and ate one small packet of fries.

aha had yoshinoya for dinner with clara at last cause it was so tempting =x

walked, shopped, read mags, play, drink coffee till 8plus then we headed home.

ahh i cant believe i spent my night with clarachua. hahaha! =P

i look forward to team talk tomorrow.

I Played @ 10:54 PM

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ok, i've changed my blogskin cause lots of people have been complaining that they cant see my post on my previous skin -.-

i discovered something while hopping all around.

from byvicad, it became lbyiad.

well its not like i actually care/bother alot about it.

mm yes, things change people change.

I Played @ 12:27 PM

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thankyou twin for going all the way to suntec with me to suntec on tuesday.

and leehuimin i am so sure you got alot alot alot of things to thank me for now (:

anyway, slingers last night wasnt that bad.

i thought they'd get trash but hoho they lost by 7 only how amazing.

i think to get almost the whole school down to support was quite cool.

supper at simpang with ben ian joshua jasper yicheng cheongheng was damn funny!

quite exciting. i got no know so many things from the boys point of view that i never knew. oh goes to show how much i've drifted away from them.

hahaha ian totally own everyone's butt please.

2H'06 is loveee :D

ok yes, back to today.

i ponned school cause of mock exams.

and hello so stupid the exams are meant for higher chinese students not me?!

yet some of the higher chinese students are not taking it.

where is the logic?

i am stuck at home now.

i hope my grandparents come home soon cause i want to go to school for my bio lesson, it beats sitting at home doing nothing.

I Played @ 11:07 AM

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ok, to prove that i am not lazy and someone has wrongly accuse me.

i shall blog!

heh i've been a good good kid cause i didnt go out yesterday and today!

except going jogging and bballing with my bros at night, and today i went training.

hahaha! 3 cheers for me :D

speaking about training, i'm extremely disappointed with the team's attendance.

i know i've never been one who always turn up for training without fail.

in fact, i try my best to get away with training with all sort of excuses.

but hello people cant you see even me, vanessatanxinyi, is putting an effort to be early for training recently?

i know it's a lil too late, but its better than never.

ok to whoever that reads this, be it sec3s or sec2s, i hope you get your classmate/teammate/friend to come for training.

though i'm like in no position nor am i a good role model to ask you all to do so.

but i do hope you understand how important Bdiv'08 is to me.

anyway, i spent my wholeee noon painting this.

whoo! i look forward to see alotalot of monks from 3C tomorrow.
i hope the results we're gonna get back tomorrow isn't as bad as last weeks =/

I Played @ 9:40 PM

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HELLO EVERYONE ;DDD

GUESS WHO?!

YES. IT'S HER TWIN SISTER HERE. MY DEAREST TWIN SISTER VANESSATAN'S TOO LAZY TO POST SO I'M POSTING FOR HER NOW.

this lazy girl has been rotting at home the whole day after her training and eventually resorted to painting HER OWN NAME. yes that's how bored she was.

LALALALALALALALALALALALALA ;DDDDDDD

I BET YOU STILL DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ;D

cont. guessing!

vanessaROCKS
vanessaROCKSvanessaROCKS
vanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKS
vanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKS
vanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKS
vanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKSvanessaROCKS
too hot for you ;D

GUESS WHO! ;DDD

GELARE TOMORROW!! YAY!!! ;DDD

I Played @ 8:59 PM

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sleep = a waste of time.
how far do you agree to this statement?

lunch today was goooood :D

i think its the first time no one asked me if im taking O's this year.

so yes i got to eat in peace and enjoy my food (:

anyway, i was so angry with coach yesterday for being so unreasonable.

i think he wants to me to get some kind of gastric problem.

but who caresss, i still turned up for training. cause i thought maybe we could play 5on5 with those ex-national player as a team since everyone is going and we havent played together for sooo long.

well, that was just what i thought.

to my horror, zoe didnt turn up. and we didnt even play 5on5.

but i missed out the extreme killer of training that botin clara imee was whining and whining the whole time at parkway =x hahaha!

had dinner together :D i think its been months since we last had a meal together.

maybe its just me being too busy with my own stuff that i've neglected them.

how i miss those days we would have recess together.

things change, people change. dont you agree?

well, i think its just me going m.i.a of the late.

so everything i do now is like ages ago.

its okay i shall make it up to all the people i've neglected this holiday!

I Played @ 9:52 PM

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woah i feel like a zombie now.

i dont know what am i doing, i cannot control my mind cause it keeps telling me 'sleep!'

i slept at 2am the previous night, i had training yesterday and i went out to meet angella and xiumin yesterday night til 4am.

actually im quite surprised to receive their phone call.

its been sooo long since the 3 of us met up, im glad we did yesterday.

miss those good all days hanging out everyday till the morning light.

even if there was nothing to do and takes us to just sit at the carpark top and talk all night, it just didnt seem boring at all.

so we sat at our usual carpark top and drinkdrankdrunk cause somebody was sooo sad.

and we realise that e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e has changed.

ok that obviously includes yours truly.

ok, i gotta rush to get dress and go down to jurong for family lunch now.

and for your information its only 11am.

which means i got around 5hrs of sleep only. how greattt!

I Played @ 11:10 AM

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hahaha i decided to remove that post cause i feel super mean.

anyway, our chocolate chip cookie and oreo cheese cake was a success :D

we didnt take any photos at all :(

but how i want to share with the world how retarded and clumsy yeap she was.

if only we video-ed the whole thing, i assure you will laugh at her till you cry =x

she's not born to bake!

and hey Yeap, takecare of yourself okay (:

oh and we're invited to SC cup during the holidays.

i dont want nanyang to take parttt! damn it. they're damn damn good!

i dont want to lose and lose my confidence even before season starts.

ok, let's hope we win all the matches and boosy our confidence! :D

(that's if Mr.Hoo accepts the invitation =/ )

anyway, training's starting tomorrow.

i am expecting training to be super tough tomorrow.

cause seasons gonna start like really really soon.

i so look forward to Bdiv'08 :D

but i am totally unprepared and rusty after stopping balling for sooo long.

sigh oh well. we shall see!

i hope i dont die of heart attack upon getting back my results tomorrow.

im only mentally prepared for chemistry :(((

I Played @ 5:49 PM

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prove and evidence that i am not talking rubbish.

; AYE GO SEE MY BLOG (1)

; EDITED (2)

; EDIT AGAIN (3)

; OKAY EDITED IT (4)

; okay how many times have i edited it =.=

: 4!

; how u know!

: cause you tell me everytime you edit?

: WOAH EXTREME STM INDEED

hahaha she really live up to her title!

I Played @ 10:46 PM

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EXAMS ARE OVERRR! :D HOORAY!

ok, what's the big deal. now i'd rather exams never ended.

i dont mind studying all day long, at least i had something to do somewhere to go.

plus getting back results, feeling utterly disappointed that you want to stab yourself hard in the back sucks even more.

half the class fail chem. i wont be surprised if im one of them. and its highly likely anyway.

so far, i know i passed Amath, but didnt do very well. i supposed i screwed up geog cause bentwy just came to talk to me.

i agree with what Jasper says, Ignorance is bliss.

and of course the worst nightmare ever, TRAINING! -.-

i dont know how in the world my coach found out that our exams ended.

i bet the juniors went to tell them, or maybe someone else. i dont know.

com'on give me a break dude! i need to settle down my mind yo!

though im pretty determine to train super hard cause next year's my last year.

i dont want to go to JC (if i can) with regrets.

GYMING+SWIMMING WITH ALICIA AND CIHUI! oh i cant wait.

anyway, enough of Elmo - L = Emo things.

thank god yeap and jiehui saved my day today.

if not i really dont know what am i going to do. i'd probably stay at home and cry.

went Marina and Suntec.

we bumped into the 3B people donkey times and we saw pretty alot of exciting stuffs+scandals.

and hello people dont give me that 'why in the world is Yeap out with you' look.

nothing wrong for me to go out with choir girl okay! hey, i WAS a choir girl :D

caught Balls Of Fury.

"i'd rather die like a tiger than live like a Pussy!"

hahaha i thought that was quite cuteee =x

and Yeap is full of fats! (please dont kill me if you see this! hahaha) she wore the least clothing but i was the one shivering away in the cinema.

aha i need to conclude that shes super naive, gullible and have extreme short term memory.

this is ME, furby.
pictures are on Yeap's blog. i am too lazy and tired to upload.

for now, i'l just hop around a little more before crashing onto my bed and drift off to slumberland.

OVER TO YEAP'S PLACE TO BAKE TOMORROW :D

I Played @ 9:50 PM

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:D

I Played @ 10:24 PM

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3 MORE DAYS!

HANG IN THERE PEOPLE! :D

i think im indeed the ultimate loser.

i didnt bring home chinese nor lit to study.

how greattt -.-

i've seriously thought about swooping to core geog and elect lit cause there's no point for me to take core lit and getting F9.

plus social studies is dragging my elective geog down, though elective geog is like disgustingly boring and hard to score cause its human geog =/

in conclusion, i suck at core lit cause i cant write as well as yantze for nuts.

i hate elective geog cause majority of the chapters are human geog.

and social studies pulls my combine humans grade down cause there's no way we can complete the paper. unless the teacher gives us the question before exams to let us think about it over night. (ya right vanessatan in your dreams.)

SO, I WANT TO SWOOP TO CORE GEOGRAPHY AND ELECTIVE LIT!

even if it takes me to sacrifice my holidays just to catch up with what i've missed out for core geog.

im sure my holidays would be a boreee cause i cant find any company to do anything and im sure cihui would kindly teach me :D

even wednesday after exams there's nothing/nowhere for me to do/go while everyone else has something/somewhere to do/go.

i shall go home and cryyy.

ahh whatever. i doubt the school would allow me to swoop since they didnt even allow me to appeal over last year.

plus, it MIGHT screw up my olvl's even more.

but im certain that this is the combi i want and i wont allow things to get worst than what im facing now.

D7 and F9 for humans? kill me.

what about us?

I Played @ 9:50 PM

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YAY ALL THE MAJOR PAPERS ARE OVER FINALLY! :D :D :D

but i need to pia for chinese and Emath the shit out of me cause i cant use chemistry for my L1R5 plus i need to pull my average.

i'm wondering how i ever got by
without you in my life
to guide me
where ever i go
the one thing that's true
is everything i do
i do for you.

I Played @ 5:36 PM

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ok, im 80% sure i'll drop to combine science after today's chem paper.

vanessatanxinyi the ultimate champion left the whole of C3 blank and many other questions which add up to a total of -22marks grand prize!

'C3 is one of the easiest leh' i think more than 10 people told me that.

ok, someone stabbb me now.

if i really drop or retain, i'd probably just jump off the building and dieee.

and what about bio tomorrow? =/

I Played @ 10:37 PM

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MYGOD I CANT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO OVER!

then i'll be over and done with with all my major subjects!

but the weekends seem so far away :(

highly disgusting and annoying biology that last for 3hrs is this friday and i've yet touch on it yet.

someone slap me nowww cause ive totally got no sense of urgency until now =/

I Played @ 10:10 PM